Hoppipolla
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I keep writing and rewriting this, lol. It's hard to put it into words what I mean.
I find that this feeling of women often rejecting me or not wanting me kind of puts me off even trying.
After a while you just feel drained and hurt... and like you have no energy left to give.
I always said I didn't like the idea of one night stands. That it would feel cold and empty and pointless unless the person was still there in the morning and you felt loved. But what I didn't realise is that as a guy at least these days you feel so fundamentally unwanted and rejected that that feeling of waking up in the morning and the person is gone and you feel hurt... that feeling becomes kind of the norm.
I don't know if that makes any sense. But wow it's draining >.<
I think it's easier on women because a) they are a lot more wanted and b) being submissive is mostly about receiving affection and not giving it.
I find that this feeling of women often rejecting me or not wanting me kind of puts me off even trying.
After a while you just feel drained and hurt... and like you have no energy left to give.
I always said I didn't like the idea of one night stands. That it would feel cold and empty and pointless unless the person was still there in the morning and you felt loved. But what I didn't realise is that as a guy at least these days you feel so fundamentally unwanted and rejected that that feeling of waking up in the morning and the person is gone and you feel hurt... that feeling becomes kind of the norm.
I don't know if that makes any sense. But wow it's draining >.<
I think it's easier on women because a) they are a lot more wanted and b) being submissive is mostly about receiving affection and not giving it.