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After being beaten and insulted by my dad all through my teen years, and also have no friends or girlfriend ever, I think I've done pretty well to still be alive right now. I think most people would'nt have been able to handle complete isolation for this long. No one apart from my mom has ever made me feel important in any way in my life and 99.99% of people on this planet have no idea how badly that hurts.
Most people who undergo abuse at home usually have friends they can rely on for support. Or people who get bullied can go home and rely on family. I've had no one to rely on at all apart from mom. But your mom can only give you so much validation and help, even that starts to lose its meaning at some point. I am at that point now bro's.
When no one has ever made you feel important or loved, it causes unbelievable pain, I am 24 and feel completely dead, I have no hope for the future at all.
Most people who undergo abuse at home usually have friends they can rely on for support. Or people who get bullied can go home and rely on family. I've had no one to rely on at all apart from mom. But your mom can only give you so much validation and help, even that starts to lose its meaning at some point. I am at that point now bro's.
When no one has ever made you feel important or loved, it causes unbelievable pain, I am 24 and feel completely dead, I have no hope for the future at all.





