Even if we are the worst , fucked up looking truecels , we always have this small shimmer of hope
in the back of our heads that maybe we will somehow ascend , maybe this isnt true and theres somebody for us .
We cope and push ourselves to function in Real Life , cause we have this little bit of hope driving us forward .
Maybe , just mabe there is this small chance that we will ascend .
But despite all these coping efforts , when i have a minute and imagine myself finding a girlfriend and dating her ,
this fantasy ALWAYS ends at the point where we have sex .
Cause even if i may ascend , even if i found a unicorn , NAWALT-example of a women ,
one that truly falls in love with me despite all my genetic shortcomings ,
I will never pleasure her in bed and she will inevitably leave me , cause i am not enough of a Man .
My dick is sligthly under normal size in length , but when it comes to girth ( more important than length after a certain point ) ,
i am truly fucked .
My dick is like a pencil tbh i would probably hurt a woman if i fucked her , i would probably somehow stab her and make her bleed internally ,
cause my dick is so thin .
It is comparable to the top of a wine bottle in thickness . Its fucking over .
One Time i actually thought i was going to ascend , cause a girl agreed to meet up with me
and i bought a pack of small size condoms .
She ended up ghosting me despite sayend yes to meeting up and i ended up
still trying the condoms out , just to see how it feels to wear them .
They didnt even fit jfl , they kept sliding off my dick ...
Some Men just arent meant to reproduce .
Some Men arent meant to live a hapy Life .
I am so desperately trying to find some cope , some life changing Philosophy ,
something that will give me a sense of purpose in this Life aside from Socialization and Reproduction .
I just want to be happy . nothing more . I need to find a way to be happy even when im genetically fucked in every department .
I even tried coping a long time by pretending that i just needed to move right to pleasure a woman in bed ,
like rotate my dick to make up for my missing girth .
Wtf was i thinking .
Its not just about physically pleasuring the woman , its about subtle psychological domination by having your big dick dangling in front of her face .
They will never get wild in bed with me , they will never lust after me , they will never want to completely lose it and become a slut for me , they will never deepthroat my cock just cause they enjoy it ,
all i will ever do , if i may ascend someday , is play catch up and try to use every technique i can find ,
while Chad just needs to stick it in and mindlessly move back and forth .
in the back of our heads that maybe we will somehow ascend , maybe this isnt true and theres somebody for us .
We cope and push ourselves to function in Real Life , cause we have this little bit of hope driving us forward .
Maybe , just mabe there is this small chance that we will ascend .
But despite all these coping efforts , when i have a minute and imagine myself finding a girlfriend and dating her ,
this fantasy ALWAYS ends at the point where we have sex .
Cause even if i may ascend , even if i found a unicorn , NAWALT-example of a women ,
one that truly falls in love with me despite all my genetic shortcomings ,
I will never pleasure her in bed and she will inevitably leave me , cause i am not enough of a Man .
My dick is sligthly under normal size in length , but when it comes to girth ( more important than length after a certain point ) ,
i am truly fucked .
My dick is like a pencil tbh i would probably hurt a woman if i fucked her , i would probably somehow stab her and make her bleed internally ,
cause my dick is so thin .
It is comparable to the top of a wine bottle in thickness . Its fucking over .
One Time i actually thought i was going to ascend , cause a girl agreed to meet up with me
and i bought a pack of small size condoms .
She ended up ghosting me despite sayend yes to meeting up and i ended up
still trying the condoms out , just to see how it feels to wear them .
They didnt even fit jfl , they kept sliding off my dick ...
Some Men just arent meant to reproduce .
Some Men arent meant to live a hapy Life .
I am so desperately trying to find some cope , some life changing Philosophy ,
something that will give me a sense of purpose in this Life aside from Socialization and Reproduction .
I just want to be happy . nothing more . I need to find a way to be happy even when im genetically fucked in every department .
I even tried coping a long time by pretending that i just needed to move right to pleasure a woman in bed ,
like rotate my dick to make up for my missing girth .
Wtf was i thinking .
Its not just about physically pleasuring the woman , its about subtle psychological domination by having your big dick dangling in front of her face .
They will never get wild in bed with me , they will never lust after me , they will never want to completely lose it and become a slut for me , they will never deepthroat my cock just cause they enjoy it ,
all i will ever do , if i may ascend someday , is play catch up and try to use every technique i can find ,
while Chad just needs to stick it in and mindlessly move back and forth .
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