SuicideFuel The death of a mans youth.

[ManOfVengeance]

I had lived in my own world of make believe up until the point I had grown older, I can no longer cope with my surroundings as I had used to as a kid.
the pursuit of happiness and curiosity I used to have is now dead Aswell; I realized endeavoring for the impossible was only pointless.
I now sit and wait for my death.

Though, to be bluepilled is nothing but a fool's paradise, had the world truly been wired the way they make it seem to be then I'd never had registered here in the first place, in fact I would be experiencing what i've lacked my entire life, fornication with a foid.

 

[Gronk98]

I had lived in my own world of make believe up until the point I had grown older, I can no longer cope with my surroundings as I had used to as a kid.
the pursuit of happiness and curiosity I used to have is now dead Aswell; I realized endeavoring for the impossible was only pointless.
I now sit and wait for my death.

Though, to be bluepilled is nothing but a fool's paradise, had the world truly been wired the way they make it seem to be then I'd never had registered here in the first place, in fact I would be experiencing what i've lacked my entire life, fornication with a foid.

This is why I come to this forum, posts like this are so relatable.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

This is why I come to this forum, posts like this are so relatable.

I hate the fact that we all tend to live eerily similiar terrible lives, but I enjoy the fact that this is a place where we share similiar beliefs.
And not to mention to be outcasted for our beliefs.

 

[Icarus]

Most men die in their 20s but live to see old age.

 

[hierophant]

I had lived in my own world of make believe up until the point I had grown older, I can no longer cope with my surroundings as I had used to as a kid.
the pursuit of happiness and curiosity I used to have is now dead Aswell; I realized endeavoring for the impossible was only pointless.
I now sit and wait for my death.

Though, to be bluepilled is nothing but a fool's paradise, had the world truly been wired the way they make it seem to be then I'd never had registered here in the first place, in fact I would be experiencing what i've lacked my entire life, fornication with a foid.

I know what you mean, I remember watching a video today about a soldier who whilst working in a prison, the prisoners in delta block were reduced to acting like children, and the answer by the author was due to such intense stress the prisoners regressed into a childish state. They would be given crayons and put their art on their cages, sing songs in repeat.