It's not the most appropiate site to tell about this but it's okay, I just want to be humiliated to forget this because ik you'll bully a damn graycel.
Today's the anniversary of the death of my sister. She wasn't the most attractive girl, she was fat, tanned, brown hair, round face... Well, she was bullied throughout her life since she was a child because she was born fat, in fact I remember when I was like 10 and she like 6 and came from her school crying because she was hitted by other kids but I was too stupid and told her that she was stupid because she let them hit her, however... She grown up with all of that bullying since 4 years, I was bullied too so thats why I didn't do anything. One day she just discovered about Elliot Rodger (that must been my fault LOL), I don't know when because I discovered that like months ago... When I was cleaning her room to throw out everything I found a notebook, its small, pink, from miniso; I don't know why she bought that shit because she hated that fucking pink pet of them (idk it name), that notebook stars with a photo of Elliot Rodger and a little phrase: "Dedicated to you, Elliot". I laughed when I read that but then I continued reading. That fucking notebook is almost finished, it have ALL dates, even the hour. She wrote that like for a year, sometimes 5 pages was on the same day but at different times of day starting on early morning (like 1-4 a.m.) and in most of the pages theres a photo of Elliot. Damn, that foid liked to write and was so fucking alone because she was kinda in love with Elliot. At first she wrote that she didn't approved the killing of him, she liked the other Elliot, the one who was abandoned for his parents, the one who grown up surrounded by wealth but in an ambient of zero consciousness. Like 3 years ago she went to a psychologist but quit after a month, we thought it was because she was better but in this shit says that she lied to her psychologist and psychologist are people who couldn't reach the career of psychiatrist or were lazy enough to not enter to medicine (she wanted to be a psychiatrist). This attempt of diary disgusted me but for some reason when I found this shit I cried like a fag, maybe I'm retarded. Her real diary is with her best friend (which disgusted me because was trans and a fag) so I can't know her truly being. However, I tried to quit two times this year thanks to that disgusting fat shitty foid whom I called my sister, I'm fucking stupid and idk. I'm old enough to leave the house of my mother but when I tried to commit suicide the bitch of my mom committed me to a fucking psychologist. Whatever, I wanted to put some pages of her diary but it's on spanish. I know she's on the fucking hell, burning because she committed suicide. Stills on my mind the day she came to me in my birthday (the day nobody remember because for me is bullshit) and gave me four mangas of The Quintessential Quintuplets although she fucking hated that damn anime (seriously, that made her vomit... And probably that was my fault too LOL).
However, the last think that made her happy was buying the whole series of the manga of Mirai Nikki... That always makes me laugh.
For me she's the bitch that pretended to like Elliot Rodger, she was just a low-tier-becky, the foid that pretended to be depressed although she had 3 virtual relationships and was kind of pretty, she's the fucking bitch that was allergic to pineapple (seriously, who the fuck is allergic to pineapple?), the fucking fatass who pretended to like geek things but was just a normie, the stupid that took all the money of our family to have a funeral (and wasn't accurate to the kind of funeral she wanted to have), the fucker who made fun of me because I was a virgin (just an inside joke because both of us were virgins xdd) and finally the sucker who had like 40 people on her funeral. Seriously, she had a lot of friends, why the fuck did she committed suicide?
I wish she had never been born if in the end I had to see her convulsing.
Today's the anniversary of the death of my sister. She wasn't the most attractive girl, she was fat, tanned, brown hair, round face... Well, she was bullied throughout her life since she was a child because she was born fat, in fact I remember when I was like 10 and she like 6 and came from her school crying because she was hitted by other kids but I was too stupid and told her that she was stupid because she let them hit her, however... She grown up with all of that bullying since 4 years, I was bullied too so thats why I didn't do anything. One day she just discovered about Elliot Rodger (that must been my fault LOL), I don't know when because I discovered that like months ago... When I was cleaning her room to throw out everything I found a notebook, its small, pink, from miniso; I don't know why she bought that shit because she hated that fucking pink pet of them (idk it name), that notebook stars with a photo of Elliot Rodger and a little phrase: "Dedicated to you, Elliot". I laughed when I read that but then I continued reading. That fucking notebook is almost finished, it have ALL dates, even the hour. She wrote that like for a year, sometimes 5 pages was on the same day but at different times of day starting on early morning (like 1-4 a.m.) and in most of the pages theres a photo of Elliot. Damn, that foid liked to write and was so fucking alone because she was kinda in love with Elliot. At first she wrote that she didn't approved the killing of him, she liked the other Elliot, the one who was abandoned for his parents, the one who grown up surrounded by wealth but in an ambient of zero consciousness. Like 3 years ago she went to a psychologist but quit after a month, we thought it was because she was better but in this shit says that she lied to her psychologist and psychologist are people who couldn't reach the career of psychiatrist or were lazy enough to not enter to medicine (she wanted to be a psychiatrist). This attempt of diary disgusted me but for some reason when I found this shit I cried like a fag, maybe I'm retarded. Her real diary is with her best friend (which disgusted me because was trans and a fag) so I can't know her truly being. However, I tried to quit two times this year thanks to that disgusting fat shitty foid whom I called my sister, I'm fucking stupid and idk. I'm old enough to leave the house of my mother but when I tried to commit suicide the bitch of my mom committed me to a fucking psychologist. Whatever, I wanted to put some pages of her diary but it's on spanish. I know she's on the fucking hell, burning because she committed suicide. Stills on my mind the day she came to me in my birthday (the day nobody remember because for me is bullshit) and gave me four mangas of The Quintessential Quintuplets although she fucking hated that damn anime (seriously, that made her vomit... And probably that was my fault too LOL).
However, the last think that made her happy was buying the whole series of the manga of Mirai Nikki... That always makes me laugh.
For me she's the bitch that pretended to like Elliot Rodger, she was just a low-tier-becky, the foid that pretended to be depressed although she had 3 virtual relationships and was kind of pretty, she's the fucking bitch that was allergic to pineapple (seriously, who the fuck is allergic to pineapple?), the fucking fatass who pretended to like geek things but was just a normie, the stupid that took all the money of our family to have a funeral (and wasn't accurate to the kind of funeral she wanted to have), the fucker who made fun of me because I was a virgin (just an inside joke because both of us were virgins xdd) and finally the sucker who had like 40 people on her funeral. Seriously, she had a lot of friends, why the fuck did she committed suicide?
I wish she had never been born if in the end I had to see her convulsing.
