Serious The cycle never quite ends

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

It's an endless loop for me. It seems so utterly idiotic, its repeating the same exact fucking shit every week. But I wonder how many of us have actually tried. I don't try anything out of fear. The fear of failure is immensely powerful, thats why I never asked any girl out. I knew what the outcome would be or was too nervous to do so. Fear followed me my whole life. Indecisiveness, fear of every little thing going wrong. I hate that my mind can't function normally. I don't know how to fucking gain the goddamn willpower to just take a step forward for once. I still feel 4 yrs younger mentally. All this rotting and misery has left my mind TV static essentially. No growth, no change in the past 3 yrs.

 

[slashER]

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It's an endless loop for me. It seems so utterly idiotic, its repeating the same exact fucking shit every week. But I wonder how many of us have actually tried. I don't try anything out of fear. The fear of failure is immensely powerful, thats why I never asked any girl out. I knew what the outcome would be or was too nervous to do so. Fear followed me my whole life. Indecisiveness, fear of every little thing going wrong. I hate that my mind can't function normally. I don't know how to fucking gain the goddamn willpower to just take a step forward for once. I still feel 4 yrs younger mentally. All this rotting and misery has left my mind TV static essentially. No growth, no change in the past 3 yrs.

never began

 

[Logic55]

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never began

This is a more accurate picture

 

[ItsovERfucks]

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never began

 

[Gokubro]

This cycle only goes like this if you are a retard. Smarter people just realize that it's over and there is no point in trying so it's either rope or LDAR.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

This cycle only goes like this if you are a retard. Smarter people just realize that it's over and there is no point in trying so it's either rope or LDAR.

I never tried so I guess there's that. I can't really know for sure if I never even give it a shot. I still have a bad feeling about it all in all, I fear there's a very very high chance of failure