Venting The curious glances and being eyed makes me uncomfortable, even hours after it happened

[The Wolf]

I wish it would stop. People staring at me sometimes curiously. I was with my mother and she met some people she knew and the man just looked at me like I’m some upright walking and talking cat. As if he was thinking why does he look so weird.

I’m sad now. Always defeated, I can’t live a normal life.

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

me like I’m some upright walking and talking cat

Reminds me of Behemoth from The Master and Margareta

But yeah, Normiefags know that you are not normal and they'll make you feel like shit for it. Just ignore them or be aggressive, worked well enough for me thus far. Simply call out that man and ask him if he's gay or something. Yes it will make your mother upset but fuck her! You are the only one who can make your life better.

 

[Icarus]

Normies would not last a day in our shoes. Our lives are among the worst you can have. Sure we're not disabled or super deformed, but it is big enough of an issue to effect our everyday lives, and because of this we will always get hated.

 

[The Wolf]

Reminds me of Behemoth from The Master and Margareta
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But yeah, Normiefags know that you are not normal and they'll make you feel like shit for it. Just ignore them or be aggressive, worked well enough for me thus far. Simply call out that man and ask him if he's gay or something. Yes it will make your mother upset but fuck her! You are the only one who can make your life better.

True… the exact same thing happened a few days ago in a packed air-gondola, a man did the exact same thing, he was standing like 30cm away from me (it was a complete stranger to us), I should have asked what he is looking at instead I gave him a hard stare and shook my head, he kept looking at me like hm you look weird (it was a neutral-amused stare). The group he was in seemed to joke about me 30 seconds before.

But I’m just too high-inhibited and didn’t want to make a scene in front of my parents.

 

[Pancakecel]

I often replay the various glares, sniggers, comments etc. I have received just for simply existing, in my head over and over.

It kills a bit of you each time it happens, I just don't leave the house anymore. At least we have this place to vent ig.

 

[The Wolf]

Normies would not last a day in our shoes. Our lives are among the worst you can have. Sure we're not disabled or super deformed, but it is big enough of an issue to effect our everyday lives, and because of this we will always get hated.

Yes true, although I would say I do look very strange, even with hat and sunglasses it happens. I’m very deformed without sunglasses but with I still just look extremely abnormal (my head and general facial structure)

 

[Icarus]

Yes true, although I would say I do look very strange, even with hat and sunglasses it happens. I’m very deformed without sunglasses but with I still just look extremely abnormal (my head and general facial structure)

Bruutal

You're probably a truecel brother

I am one as well. I look like a fish monkey.

 

[justuseless]

I hate this shit so much

 

[The Wolf]

Bruutal

You're probably a truecel brother

Yeah bro

I am one as well. I look like a fish monkey.

 

[The Wolf]

I hate this shit so much

What shit? Do people of every age and social “class” do it to you? Many also seem to joke about me upon seeing me. It hurts to type but I never see a person as ugly as me and apparently neither have other people

 

[justuseless]

What shit? Do people of every age and social “class” do it to you? Many also seem to joke about me upon seeing me. It hurts to type but I never see a person as ugly as me and apparently neither have other people

Not everyone but a LOT of people do this

 

[The Wolf]

Not everyone but a LOT of people do this

That’s brutal. Do you agree it also hurts hours after especially when you’re back home? Also why do you think people do it in your case?
(I’m always curious when people have the same experiences)

 

[justuseless]

That’s brutal. Do you agree it also hurts hours after especially when you’re back home? Also why do you think people do it in your case?
(I’m always curious when people have the same experiences)

No im used to it

 

[The Wolf]

I often replay the various glares, sniggers, comments etc. I have received just for simply existing, in my head over and over.

It kills a bit of you each time it happens, I just don't leave the house anymore. At least we have this place to vent ig.

I agree

I’m literally scared because I need a job from about August onwards. I’ll have to go outside among thousands of people 2-3x per week which is 2-3x too much kek

 

[The Wolf]

@unique_freak - how do people generally treat you? Are some groups nicer than others?

 

[Pancakecel]

I agree

I’m literally scared because I need a job from about August onwards. I’ll have to go outside among thousands of people 2-3x per week which is 2-3x too much kek

That sucks man, you're in Germany right? Would you be able to get neetbux instead?

 

[unique_freak]

@unique_freak - how do people generally treat you? Are some groups nicer than others?

People stare at me in public sometimes too. I think people stare at me for three reasons: 1# I am so short 2# my face is so ugly and 3# my giant moobs.

When people get to know me, they stop staring at me. For example, once my co-workers at the jobs I have worked at get used to me, they stop staring at me. When I went to school, once my classmates got used to me, they stop staring at me


I don't notice some groups being nicer than others.

@TheGrayWolf as ugly as my face is, it sounds like I facemog you, as I don't have any deformities. I am just garden variety ugly. But you heightmog me, and you probably bodymog me too, making us about equal SMV, so that neither of us mog the other

 

[unique_freak]

I agree

I’m literally scared because I need a job from about August onwards. I’ll have to go outside among thousands of people 2-3x per week which is 2-3x too much kek

What type of work are you looking for?

 

[unique_freak]

I wish it would stop. People staring at me sometimes curiously. I was with my mother and she met some people she knew and the man just looked at me like I’m some upright walking and talking cat. As if he was thinking why does he look so weird.

I’m sad now. Always defeated, I can’t live a normal life.

Just hang in there, brocel.

You just need to have some copes that don't involve other people, something to get you through it.

 

[The Wolf]

Just hang in there, brocel.

You just need to have some copes that don't involve other people, something to get you through it.

Thanks man. Yeah, I have some copes that distract me for a while, I'm really trying.

What type of work are you looking for?

Maybe some factory work or very simple office job, I haven't really looked yet but need to soon.

People stare at me in public sometimes too. I think people stare at me for three reasons: 1# I am so short 2# my face is so ugly and 3# my giant moobs.

I think for me it's mainly my face/head: My deformities and non-masculine face.

When people get to know me, they stop staring at me. For example, once my co-workers at the jobs I have worked at get used to me, they stop staring at me. When I went to school, once my classmates got used to me, they stop staring at me

That happened to me too. It just becomes "normal" to "them".

I don't notice some groups being nicer than others.

Same here

@TheGrayWolf as ugly as my face is, it sounds like I facemog you, as I don't have any deformities. I am just garden variety ugly. But you heightmog me, and you probably bodymog me too, making us about equal SMV, so that neither of us mog the other

I think this is accurate.

 

[universallyabhorred]

This is so relatable. Just a few days ago, I was walking in my university and I generally avoid looking at people but there was this girl passing me by on the side who was kind of ugly. She was staring at me with her mouth open, like my appearance is that shocking to her. I held eye contact she eventually looked away and walked on. It's so depressingly unfair it makes me so angry. Then all these gaslighting therapists, foids and normiescum claim it's not my looks when I mention being ugly and treated differently. At the same time, I notice these virtue signalers are just as uncomfortable around me and avoid and exclude me due to my looks. People really don't want to talk to me because I am ugly, I am excluded during group work too. Being ugly is an awful experience.

 

[curryboy420]

This is so relatable. Just a few days ago, I was walking in my university and I generally avoid looking at people but there was this girl passing me by on the side who was kind of ugly. She was staring at me with her mouth open, like my appearance is that shocking to her. I held eye contact she eventually looked away and walked on. It's so depressingly unfair it makes me so angry. Then all these gaslighting therapists, foids and normiescum claim it's not my looks when I mention being ugly and treated differently. At the same time, I notice these virtue signalers are just as uncomfortable around me and avoid and exclude me due to my looks. People really don't want to talk to me because I am ugly, I am excluded during group work too. Being ugly is an awful experience.

Why is your profile picture a diarrhea poo

 

[The Wolf]

This is so relatable. Just a few days ago, I was walking in my university and I generally avoid looking at people but there was this girl passing me by on the side who was kind of ugly. She was staring at me with her mouth open, like my appearance is that shocking to her. I held eye contact she eventually looked away and walked on. It's so depressingly unfair it makes me so angry. Then all these gaslighting therapists, foids and normiescum claim it's not my looks when I mention being ugly and treated differently. At the same time, I notice these virtue signalers are just as uncomfortable around me and avoid and exclude me due to my looks. People really don't want to talk to me because I am ugly, I am excluded during group work too. Being ugly is an awful experience.

Who are you? Your name sounds familiar

 

[universallyabhorred]

Why is your profile picture a diarrhea poo

It was a joke but I changed it.

Who are you? Your name sounds familiar

This avi should make things more clear. My previous username was @universallyabhorred . We used to chat back in early 2023. I don't know how much you remember, but I am sorry for the way I acted in the end.

 

[The Wolf]

This avi should make things more clear. My previous username was @universallyabhorred . We used to chat back in early 2023. I don't know how much you remember, but I am sorry for the way I acted in the end.

oh hi, know I remember. And no worries, I don't hold grudges. Did lots of things happen for you in these last 2 years? For me, absolutely nothing changed, except the thing I wish didn't - my age.

 

[universallyabhorred]

oh hi, know I remember. And no worries, I don't hold grudges. Did lots of things happen for you in these last 2 years? For me, absolutely nothing changed, except the thing I wish didn't - my age.

Thanks dude, I really appreciate it. You are a very kind person. Yeah a lot of shit happened, things have only gotten worse. I can tell you more in private if you would like. Has anything good happened for you in the past few years? I'm glad you are still here and kicking it, don't let the normies and foids mentally defeat you. Live the best life you can, there are still things worth living for despite our situation.

 

[The Wolf]

Thanks dude, I really appreciate it. You are a very kind person. Yeah a lot of shit happened, things have only gotten worse.

Thanks man, and I'm sorry to hear that things got worse. Fuck this life

I can tell you more in private if you would like.

Sure! Anytime

Has anything good happened for you in the past few years? I'm glad you are still here and kicking it, don't let the normies and foids mentally defeat you. Live the best life you can, there are still things worth living for despite our situation.

Ty for saying that dude. Nothing really good happened. A few bad things, and the usual crap.

 

[The Wolf]

No im used to it

Impressive. I'm used to it but it still makes me sad, especially the implications that come with it, i.e. never having a gf. And that is never.

 

[NDManlet173]

Reminds me of Behemoth from The Master and Margareta
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But yeah, Normiefags know that you are not normal and they'll make you feel like shit for it. Just ignore them or be aggressive, worked well enough for me thus far. Simply call out that man and ask him if he's gay or something. Yes it will make your mother upset but fuck her! You are the only one who can make your life better.

Being aggressive is the last thing he should do

People already see him as weird and a threat he'll be thrown in life prison even if he gets jumped jfl

 

[The Wolf]

Being aggressive is the last thing he should do

People already see him as weird and a threat he'll be thrown in life prison even if he gets jumped jfl

Totally agree! I’ll never be aggressive