Theory The cure to my autism is logical consistency and ORDER. Tik Tok videos help me. Chaos and subverted expectations are the worst autism triggers

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Jordan Peterson was a drugged-up Israel shill retard, but he was right about the chaos and order thing.

It stresses me out if I expect something, but then something else happens instead. I need my expectations to be MET, not subverted!

The system of chaos and order is a good framework for understanding the world, and it can be applied to everything, even the incel .is forum.


For example, if I go to Anime & Manga subforum and enter a thread about anime, I will see animecels with anime avis. This is how it should be! Screenshot example below from a random thread about Vegeta from DBZ:

But this phenomenon is observed easier on Tik Tok where you can find varous specialized channels that make videos on a certain topic in particular. These channels make me happy because I see stuff that I expect to see.


For example, below is a jadecel. He purchases stones and hopes to get jade. It is mineral gambling, apparently a big thing in South Asia. So this is what he does, he has dozens of videos where he cuts rocks hoping for valuable jade. This is how it should be!

Another channel I follow is a grasshoppercel. He makes videos of feeding his grasshopper pets with various leaves. That's all he does. The grasshoppers seem to be content, and it also makes me happy to see them eat leaves

Another channel I follow is a eurotrucksimulatorcels. He plays Euro Truck Simulator all day and he likes to crash into motorcycles. That how all his videos are, and he has hundreds of virtually identical vids, but I still heart them because I like their consistency.

Even my own Feelsdevil threads are proof of the chaos-order system. Because if you go to my Feelsdevil threads, you will see Feelsdevil stuff

This is how it should be! The things I expect to happen should happen! It helps me expectations are met!

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

This is good! This is what I need. I'm creating a pizza thread to discuss pizza with RuudVanNistelrooy, and he shows up in my thread

Or when wereq comes to my wereq thread. This is how it should be!!

Expectations must be met! I expect wereq in the wereq thread, not anyone else!

 

[z_ro]

Whether when expectations aren't met or when you encounter novelty, you start exercising avoidance. During the period of uncertainty, your internal monologue and mind's eye tell you that doing a certain small thing would help, but you don't end up doing it. And avoiding what you should do like that has become pathological.