There's this fucking genetic winner Chad who lives next to me. He's still in highschool and looks like one of those generic tiktok thirst-trap fags but just "better". I don't know how to describe it since I don't see him often, but he just looks like an upgraded version of those faggots who lipsync on tiktok - maybe some looksmax retard could tell me he has better ratios or some shit but you just gotta take my word. Seeing him just serves as a fucking stark reminder to my fucking utter dogshit genetics. I see him, and imagine the life he lives: foids wanting to suck his dick, everyone wanting to make friends with him, the whole fucking world bending over to him. Not to mention, of course he's like 6ft. I don't get it, nature is so fucking cruel. It's genuiely so cucked just seeing him and fantasising about his Chad life that I know that he's living. Not a single day I see him where he looks sad, just all fucking sunshine & rainbows for him.
The privileged like him always have no fucking clue that they're privileged too. I actually once spoke to him and he was surprisingly friendly despite being face-to-face with a dysgenic subhuman. He dapped me up, called me "bro", and was smiling while I was talking to him (he actually initiated small talk). I bet he didn't even remember that interaction, but I replay that moment daily thinking about how fucking garbage I looked next to him. Imagine a foid seeing the view of a good-looking tall guy like him talking down to my hideous manlet ass - they'd likely start laughing at the fucking sight of it. I bet his optimism as well is a result of his upbringing. The genetically gifted like him grow up with everyone loving them, so why wouldn't they love everyone else? Had he been blackpilled, he likely would of beat my ass and record it that day rather than chatting.
The privileged like him always have no fucking clue that they're privileged too. I actually once spoke to him and he was surprisingly friendly despite being face-to-face with a dysgenic subhuman. He dapped me up, called me "bro", and was smiling while I was talking to him (he actually initiated small talk). I bet he didn't even remember that interaction, but I replay that moment daily thinking about how fucking garbage I looked next to him. Imagine a foid seeing the view of a good-looking tall guy like him talking down to my hideous manlet ass - they'd likely start laughing at the fucking sight of it. I bet his optimism as well is a result of his upbringing. The genetically gifted like him grow up with everyone loving them, so why wouldn't they love everyone else? Had he been blackpilled, he likely would of beat my ass and record it that day rather than chatting.
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Yeah, unironically its the worst when they are genuinely nice; what am I even supposed to feel at that point?
