Serious The blackpill is driving me nuts. I'm losing it.

[Robinxyz]

I keep seeing examples of this motherfucker everywhere. It's like I have awakened my third eye. I saw a tall blond guy talking to four women ( they were 4-5/10) at my uni cafeteria today and I automatically recognized it as a black pill. The way they looked at him..... my God. No woman has ever looked at me that way. Then I saw the ugly guys either alone or with male friends only, and the blackpill struck me again. No wonder some awakened people have offed themselves. Ths shit is too much. There are times I have trouble sleeping and when I'm awake I am always anxious. I can't stand being close to women anymore. They make me shiver as I'm constantly wondering if they are disgusted by me. It's just as worse when I see good-looking guys walking by me. I feel like murdering them as it is not fair that nature didn't endown me with good looks. Holy fucking shit, boyos. Normies can't handle this load. Even I can't handle it at times.

 

[Fontaine]

I can't stand being close to women anymore. They make me shiver as I'm constantly wondering if they are disgusted by me.

To be fair, the blackpill mostly applies to sexuality, not everyday social relations.

It is possible to be a short beta and be treated fairly, nicely by women (at least most adult women; teenage girls are another matter entirely). Just don't go the sexual route and you'll be fine.

 

[incel scum]

To be fair, the blackpill mostly applies to sexuality, not everyday social relations.

It is possible to be a short beta and be treated fairly, nicely by women (at least most adult women; teenage girls are another matter entirely). Just don't go the sexual route and you'll be fine.

No, Looks is important in every aspect of life.

 

[Fontaine]

No, Looks is important in every aspect of life.

I don't deny that halo/failo effects exist in day-to-day social interactions. But they are mostly overstated. You won't get despised by adult women just because you're ugly, these things only happen in middle and high school.

 

[Deleted member 2429]

I don't deny that halo/failo effects exist in day-to-day social interactions. But they are mostly overstated. You won't get despised by adult women just because you're ugly, these things only happen in middle and high school.

no, but you will be familiar with that condescending look femoids give you and other unattractive guys.

 

[Deleted member 2429]

I keep seeing examples of this motherfucker everywhere. It's like I have awakened my third eye. I saw a tall blond guy talking to four women ( they were 4-5/10) at my uni cafeteria today and I automatically recognized it as a black pill. The way they looked at him..... my God. No woman has ever looked at me that way. Then I saw the ugly guys either alone or with male friends only, and the blackpill struck me again. No wonder some awakened people have offed themselves. Ths shit is too much. There are times I have trouble sleeping and when I'm awake I am always anxious. I can't stand being close to women anymore. They make me shiver as I'm constantly wondering if they are disgusted by me. It's just as worse when I see good-looking guys walking by me. I feel like murdering them as it is not fair that nature didn't endown me with good looks. Holy fucking shit, boyos. Normies can't handle this load. Even I can't handle it at times.

Just remember that at least you have found the truth at last.

Also lolz it's almost always a tall blond guy.

 

[Fontaine]

no, but you will be familiar with that condescending look femoids give you and other unattractive guys.

What kind of women are we talking about, and in which situations?

In a party/social event with girls in their early twenties, yeah, I can defo envision this condescending/haughty look happening.

In the street or at the bakery, or even at work, exchanging courtesies with a 40-something woman won't get you a condescending look unless you are unkempt on top of being ugly.

 

[Deleted member 1039]

What kind of women are we talking about, and in which situations?

In a party/social event with girls in their early twenties, yeah, I can defo envision this condescending/haughty look happening.

In the street or at the bakery, or even at work, exchanging courtesies with a 40-something woman won't get you a condescending look unless you are unkempt on top of being ugly.

 

[BlkPillPres]

I keep seeing examples of this motherfucker everywhere. It's like I have awakened my third eye. I saw a tall blond guy talking to four women ( they were 4-5/10) at my uni cafeteria today and I automatically recognized it as a black pill. The way they looked at him..... my God. No woman has ever looked at me that way. Then I saw the ugly guys either alone or with male friends only, and the blackpill struck me again. No wonder some awakened people have offed themselves. Ths shit is too much. There are times I have trouble sleeping and when I'm awake I am always anxious. I can't stand being close to women anymore. They make me shiver as I'm constantly wondering if they are disgusted by me. It's just as worse when I see good-looking guys walking by me. I feel like murdering them as it is not fair that nature didn't endown me with good looks. Holy fucking shit, boyos. Normies can't handle this load. Even I can't handle it at times.

Same, I can't even look at this shit anymore, I just laugh in my head and look away quickly before the rage starts to build. You know every single couple I've seen since I started working the guy was taller than the woman JFL.

 

[ThisLifeKillsMe]

No, Looks is important in every aspect of life.

 

[Deleted member 4760]

To be fair, the blackpill mostly applies to sexuality, not everyday social relations.
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Oh boy! You need to wake up man. The shit I've seen IRL happenning when a guy is ugly looking and handsome looking.

You probably knwo that in the Buisness world/ work field, a lot of HR are women right?

You'd be surprised by the impact a good looking face makes toward the emplyer during the interview. There's ton fo articles, stats and research about it. Being ugly, short and having special conditions (loud breathing, twitches,etc) affects drammatically your success of emplyment.

Also, where I am currently working, the HR women (typcial women in dress and high heels) is constantly smiling and laughing like an idio with the tall ahdnsome looking bearded white dude however, whenever I go and ask her a little quesiton with a smile, I get dismiseed quickly and clodly with often short abrreviated answers..She won't even make eye contact.

I noticed this right away...It's just life men. Even before discovering the black/red pill stuff

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

Your looks are your life. That is all.

 

[Templarcel421]

It's a stage. Many of us have been there. You will overcome.

 

[Sadist]

It's a stage. Many of us have been there. You will overcome.

Yup, this.

Surprised that you joined in January and are still going through it tho OP. I felt this way to in my initial month of lurking hard on the forum which was also during January. By the time I made the account I had already succumbed to the reality. Now it doesn't bother me as bad when I see the blackpill in action I just sort of accept it for what it is.

 

[Tension]

I keep seeing examples of this motherfucker everywhere. It's like I have awakened my third eye. I saw a tall blond guy talking to four women ( they were 4-5/10) at my uni cafeteria today and I automatically recognized it as a black pill. The way they looked at him..... my God. No woman has ever looked at me that way. Then I saw the ugly guys either alone or with male friends only, and the blackpill struck me again. No wonder some awakened people have offed themselves. Ths shit is too much. There are times I have trouble sleeping and when I'm awake I am always anxious. I can't stand being close to women anymore. They make me shiver as I'm constantly wondering if they are disgusted by me. It's just as worse when I see good-looking guys walking by me. I feel like murdering them as it is not fair that nature didn't endown me with good looks. Holy fucking shit, boyos. Normies can't handle this load. Even I can't handle it at times.

I have felt the same over the last few months. Ever since I really got into the blackpill at the start of this year whenever I see other people I instantly classify them, in my mind, based on how they look and behave. I'll see a lot of "Chads" and "Stacies" and I'll get infuriated and reminded of how hopeless I am. I feel like I was fucked from the start; should have never been born. It's like ever since I started to look at the world differently, everything is tearing me apart. The truth fucking hurts.