Brutal Realization:
The blackpill never really affected me before because when I found it I was still a youngishcel (18yo), and still had my copes plus other revenues to keep me going. I kept telling myself "oh yeah being short and ugly is brutal but don't worry I still have time, there's still college."
Eventually the copes started to run out , when I had no luck as a freshman, I told myself "oh don't worry bro you still have 3 more years left to ascend so don't worry." Eventually 3 years turned to 2 then to 1 and now to 0. I have spent 4 years in college and have nothing to show for it, No girlfriend no friend group/social circle, nothing but student loan debt and a stupid piece of fucking paper that marks me as a slave for the government for the rest of my worthless life.
All of the doors in my life has been closed. All of the "friends" I had in college just moved on with their lives and don't even acknowledge my existence anymore. My "loving" family kicked me out of the house a week after I graduated because I couldn't find a job, and now that I have a job they still won't let me in because I have to 'learn to be a man' according to my dickhead dad.
I am struggling every single day not just financially but also emotionally and now physically. I work at a shitty factory slave job where I have to fucking load boxes, my boss always talk shit to me telling to work quicker and faster or else he'll fire me. And to top all off after all of that of that torture I have to come home to an empty apartment with no wife, no kids, nothing, just complete emptiness.
Not a day goes by where I don't think about committing suicide, I even attempted to take some pills the other night but I pussied out. It's like I'm in limbo, I want to commit suicide but I can't bring myself to do it so I'm just stuck here rotting until I am eventually put out of this misery.
TL;DR : As a blackpilled youngcel I belived I had my whole life ahead of me to ascend but now that I have finished college with no success I realized I was horribly wrong.
Message for Youngcels
My message for you youngcels is to try everything that you can, make as many friends as possible, Join all the afterschool activities even if it's something that you're not interested in, Talk to as many foids as you can, TRY TO ASCEND WHILE YOU STILL CAN. I know some of you might be on this site believing that you still have time but believe me you don't, time flies by in the blink of an eye. You may be 17 now but one day you'll wake up 20 then 30 then 40. then you'll realize it's truly over. And if you're a toddlercel (ages 13-16) please do yourself a favor, log off and be a teenager You shouldn't be here posting with a bunch of mentally ill suicidal subhumans.
The incel community as well as this forum will always be here, in fact it will continue to grow within time. So try while you can, and if you fail (Hopefully not) you will always be welcomed to come back here and we'll be here waiting for you (Assuming we don't rope or go ER kek)
TL;DR : Youngcels try everything you can to ascend because you don't have as much time as you think you do.
The blackpill never really affected me before because when I found it I was still a youngishcel (18yo), and still had my copes plus other revenues to keep me going. I kept telling myself "oh yeah being short and ugly is brutal but don't worry I still have time, there's still college."
Eventually the copes started to run out , when I had no luck as a freshman, I told myself "oh don't worry bro you still have 3 more years left to ascend so don't worry." Eventually 3 years turned to 2 then to 1 and now to 0. I have spent 4 years in college and have nothing to show for it, No girlfriend no friend group/social circle, nothing but student loan debt and a stupid piece of fucking paper that marks me as a slave for the government for the rest of my worthless life.
All of the doors in my life has been closed. All of the "friends" I had in college just moved on with their lives and don't even acknowledge my existence anymore. My "loving" family kicked me out of the house a week after I graduated because I couldn't find a job, and now that I have a job they still won't let me in because I have to 'learn to be a man' according to my dickhead dad.
I am struggling every single day not just financially but also emotionally and now physically. I work at a shitty factory slave job where I have to fucking load boxes, my boss always talk shit to me telling to work quicker and faster or else he'll fire me. And to top all off after all of that of that torture I have to come home to an empty apartment with no wife, no kids, nothing, just complete emptiness.
Not a day goes by where I don't think about committing suicide, I even attempted to take some pills the other night but I pussied out. It's like I'm in limbo, I want to commit suicide but I can't bring myself to do it so I'm just stuck here rotting until I am eventually put out of this misery.
TL;DR : As a blackpilled youngcel I belived I had my whole life ahead of me to ascend but now that I have finished college with no success I realized I was horribly wrong.
Message for Youngcels
My message for you youngcels is to try everything that you can, make as many friends as possible, Join all the afterschool activities even if it's something that you're not interested in, Talk to as many foids as you can, TRY TO ASCEND WHILE YOU STILL CAN. I know some of you might be on this site believing that you still have time but believe me you don't, time flies by in the blink of an eye. You may be 17 now but one day you'll wake up 20 then 30 then 40. then you'll realize it's truly over. And if you're a toddlercel (ages 13-16) please do yourself a favor, log off and be a teenager You shouldn't be here posting with a bunch of mentally ill suicidal subhumans.
The incel community as well as this forum will always be here, in fact it will continue to grow within time. So try while you can, and if you fail (Hopefully not) you will always be welcomed to come back here and we'll be here waiting for you (Assuming we don't rope or go ER kek)
TL;DR : Youngcels try everything you can to ascend because you don't have as much time as you think you do.
