Wow. Sorry I want a balanced psyche and the fulfillment of my long-term needs. I fail to see how seeking individuation as a rational and emotional individual is the result of femininity or psychological programming. I also seek fulfillment in other arenas: education, finance, and expression, but those are still more or less in my control.
Rational? How in anyway is your desire for an outcome which goes against your interests in any way rational? I assume you've been around the incelsphere and the greater manosphere, correct? So you must have come across the divorce rate statistics at least once. Someone rational seeing such statistics and disadvantages would have arrived at the logical conclusion that such an outcome is simply undesirable. You see that's the thing with guys like you, you have this idealist rose tinted view of a relationship. You don't even take into account all the downsides which come from having a relationship (which can damage you psychologically). It would be like looking at the lottery and believing you'll be rich, not taking into account your odds. You've got to be a realist pal, accept your circumstances and deal with it appropriately. You're undesirable physically, I assume you know this right? So instead of saying "alright if women don't like me physically, I'll pay to fulfill my sexual needs so I don't starve", you instead say "women don't like me physically, I don't like the idea of paying for sex because genuine companionship is priceless, so I'm just gonna starve myself and wish for something that is out of my hands". This is priceless coming from someone who stated himself that "being deprived of sex has serious psychological ramifications that shouldn't be ignored". For someone who believes such an issue shouldn't be ignored, you're alright with ignoring it yourself.
I'm not an animal, and I feel desires of a higher order than the rote impulse to "spread my seed".
You know what's also "of a higher order"? Believing in a God of lightning, God of death, God of war etc. Having a "higher order" doesn't make you superior nor complex, it's just an illusion of complexity. Realize that unless these abstract values benefit you, they're ultimately meaningless.
I want understanding, sympathy, and an environment where I'm respected for the qualities I cultivate. These desires are part of what I believe to separate us from animals.
Understanding, sympathy, empathy, morals, all abstracts, all worthless, all baseless, all ultimately meaningless. You give too much credence to such meaningless words, at least abstracts such as power are useful.
I see where you're coming from, and maybe *you* don't feel any desire for emotive reciprocity, but that doesn't mean that the rest of us shouldn't.
Nope I don't. I've overcame society and became my own creature, I own myself. I use abstracts as tools for my benefit, I don't let them possess me like they've done to most of you. It's why my life doesn't revolve around such useless abstracts like morals, love and empathy, rather actual useful abstracts such as power.
We may not share these same goals, but you are ignorant to deride mine as feminine or inferior
It is though, you share the same biological desire a women has. How's that not feminine? Just say it is no need for you to distance yourself from your femininity. It's like if a gay man who's convinced himself that he likes to suck dick says it's not feminine. What? Is sucking dick not feminine?