It's not just the amount of suffering but rather how unevenly it's spread out. We have cunts like Kim Kardashian living opulent, luxurious lives of fame for no reason at all and then you have starving kids in Syria who will never know happiness in their lives. There are people who commit horrible crimes and get away scott free or with a slap on the wrist and then guys who were abused or bullied as children growing up unable to find friends or romantic partners and dying sad. My life has been pretty miserable but I will acknowledge that others have had it worse than me. And that's part of the reason I'm so suicidal. Even if I were to ever come to terms with all the pain I've had to deal with over my lifetime, I don't think I could accept the unfairness and cruelty that exists in the world and has existed since the beginning.
