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The agepill is too fucking brutal when I was watching this video I said to myself I'm in additional time and life is 5-0 on me . I thought I could make it even though I didn't have enough time left once I came in the US . It's been 7months and one day since I came in. I'm still an incel . Just be black is false , no girls approached me . I'm not deformed and short. I only match with escorts (most are scams),some trans , mostly bots. The small amount of normal girls ended up unmatching me or never answer. I lost in every area.
In my country most people finish highschool by 19 . You can finish at 18 if you went to kindergarten by 2 years old . I went at 3.
I regretted I went to my first college I went because I wanted to study architecture ( advised by parents and family members) . I loved informatics since the beginning. I went to another college. I missed one semester because of total chaos in the country, I miss another one because of late payment. Despite all that I always took at least 22credits . I predicted I'd graduate at 25 if I didn't fail any class which was suifuel. Because of kidnapping and many other problems came to the USA. I am eligible to stay for 2 years. What I have realized in my 7 months there? Still at this retail job, waiting this fucking school to send my transcripts so I can have my evaluation (i would probably attended college since spring 2024) . I wanted to finish what I started. I cried in 2020 when I was accepted into a french college but couldn't go because of money I'd be far by now. Being ethnic is having life on harddddd mode since the beginning you whitecel, ricecel have it easy.
I have to accept my offer, but this fucking people don't work remotely in order to send my transcripts (actually there's gangs gaining more territories, there was a prison break recently too)
I am fucked, that's why in a thread I said I don't deserve a girls at my age (will be 25 this summer),I don't have a car, don't know how to cook, never been in a relationship, never kissed. It's over for me.
I practice freestyle football (since 2014) it's crazy how many athletes I know are married and don't compete anymore. When I tried to look at what age they were married I realized I don't have time anymore. My cousin will married in September at 31years old but he achieved a lot he could married before that was just searching the perfect person. All my cousins , my brother are not single. The brother of my cousin married at fucking 24 and had a master at that time .
I suspected that's why I don't get matches on dating apps . They see I don't have a degree don't work at big company.... Bumble is suifuel woman have accomplished a lot. I don't have time to lose anymore. I want to leave my full time job to focus on stemmaxing . I have to return to school anyway to easily find an internship.
I always feared of aging I want to stay the way I am . I realized how I became subhuman, I hate watching myself on mirror. When I was in my home country I was about to be senior I was scared that I'd leave college and enter real life . Work , find someone to make a family. I don't want that. What I hate about the agepill is even you ascend with a beautiful girl after a time both you and her will be ugly and can't have control on your body. Life has no sense .
Real life ends at 30. I have no memories to enjoy when I'll be 25
@brazi @idiot_cel @Vendetta @Grim_Reaper @faded @Evangelioncel
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