I was 19 years old at the time.
Me and my fellow buddies (who also are cels although some of them might not be aware of it yet) decided to go to the big comic con that was happening that year.
Me personally, I couldn't give two fucks about anything on that event.
What excited me the most is the fact that there were a lot of people and that I might have a chance to get to know girls and maybe even get something out of that.
Now of course by the time I was 19 years old I was well aware of my incel status. I've spent enough time in highschool and out for me to be able to realize that I'm ugly.
Might get banned for humble bragging, but my face is really the only thing that's still to this day holding me back. Won't go into specifics, just take my word for it.
I also happen to have severe hair blindness to this day.
I have no idea what to do with my hairstyle.
I just let it grow and it looks like an awkward fringe tiktok hairstyle.
So at some point I separated from my bros and decided to just walk around and look for approaching targets.
I came up across a group of guys who I kinda knew (at least one of them) and used him to get some sort of a group, so I don't look like a lone loser who's here to approach women. They also didn't seem to be here for anything else rather than approaching women.
I got to talk with the guys and they also seemed like a bunch of LTN normies who were desperately trying to approach women.
Except one of them. One of them was noticeably better looking than all of us. I'd like to cope and say that I was and still am taller and in better physical shape than him.
But he still was lean enough and was considerably tall.
At first I didn't even think too much of him.
I just started approaching women. After like 2-3 approaches I was already getting discouraged.
At that point I had 2 kind rejections and 1 very obvious rejection to my record, but I kept it pushing for another 30-40 minutes or so.
Still nothing.
I decided to go outside for a quick breath of fresh air. Once I come back in I saw a massive group of the girls that I tried approaching, talking to that good looking guy that I mentioned earlier. What was even sadder is that his other friends were standing around him like a bunch of cucks trying to get a word in and get some girls themselves.
To no success obviously. The girls couldn't give less of a fuck about any of the guys that were there except for the main guy. They seemed to be smiling and touchy with him so you already know what the deal was.
On the sight of seeing that I simply decided to call it a day and retreat in defeat. I then spent the rest of my night playing video games, per usual.
Slept a solid 15 hours after that and stayed in bed for some more simply because I didn't want to get out of bed.
I also spent the next 2 weeks barely talking and rotting in my room (maybe go out to train at the local calisthenics park if i felt like it)
What I'm glad about is that, I at least knew how to react accordingly and simply retreat.
I wasn't standing around this dude like his group of cucks trying to get a word in when it clearly wasn't nor mine nor their time.
I'm actually very proud of myself for acting accordingly and not embarrassing myself any further.
Me and my fellow buddies (who also are cels although some of them might not be aware of it yet) decided to go to the big comic con that was happening that year.
Me personally, I couldn't give two fucks about anything on that event.
What excited me the most is the fact that there were a lot of people and that I might have a chance to get to know girls and maybe even get something out of that.
Now of course by the time I was 19 years old I was well aware of my incel status. I've spent enough time in highschool and out for me to be able to realize that I'm ugly.
Might get banned for humble bragging, but my face is really the only thing that's still to this day holding me back. Won't go into specifics, just take my word for it.
I also happen to have severe hair blindness to this day.
I have no idea what to do with my hairstyle.
I just let it grow and it looks like an awkward fringe tiktok hairstyle.
So at some point I separated from my bros and decided to just walk around and look for approaching targets.
I came up across a group of guys who I kinda knew (at least one of them) and used him to get some sort of a group, so I don't look like a lone loser who's here to approach women. They also didn't seem to be here for anything else rather than approaching women.
I got to talk with the guys and they also seemed like a bunch of LTN normies who were desperately trying to approach women.
Except one of them. One of them was noticeably better looking than all of us. I'd like to cope and say that I was and still am taller and in better physical shape than him.
But he still was lean enough and was considerably tall.
At first I didn't even think too much of him.
I just started approaching women. After like 2-3 approaches I was already getting discouraged.
At that point I had 2 kind rejections and 1 very obvious rejection to my record, but I kept it pushing for another 30-40 minutes or so.
Still nothing.
I decided to go outside for a quick breath of fresh air. Once I come back in I saw a massive group of the girls that I tried approaching, talking to that good looking guy that I mentioned earlier. What was even sadder is that his other friends were standing around him like a bunch of cucks trying to get a word in and get some girls themselves.
To no success obviously. The girls couldn't give less of a fuck about any of the guys that were there except for the main guy. They seemed to be smiling and touchy with him so you already know what the deal was.
On the sight of seeing that I simply decided to call it a day and retreat in defeat. I then spent the rest of my night playing video games, per usual.
Slept a solid 15 hours after that and stayed in bed for some more simply because I didn't want to get out of bed.
I also spent the next 2 weeks barely talking and rotting in my room (maybe go out to train at the local calisthenics park if i felt like it)
What I'm glad about is that, I at least knew how to react accordingly and simply retreat.
I wasn't standing around this dude like his group of cucks trying to get a word in when it clearly wasn't nor mine nor their time.
I'm actually very proud of myself for acting accordingly and not embarrassing myself any further.
