Its such a powerful hit to the self esteem, to sit down and see that you are being ignored and just let the feeling and realisation sink in, that you mean nothing to this person. Nothing at all. You are no more important than the dirt she walks on. She would not give a single shit if were hungry, happy, sad, lonely, energetic, depleted. She wouldnt give a shit if you need someone to talk to, had suicidal depression or were in an accident and ended up in hospitaland
You might as well not exist, and she might as well never have met you, and her life wont change in any way. You are NOTHING to her.
Can you see how hard this contrasts with men, who can be extremely emotionally and romantically invested in a woman, drinking in every drop of emotion, every sound a girl utters and every micro movement she exerts, to just bask in her presence like the most overwhelmingly beautiful, uplifting and energising force that gives you life fuel and motivation for everything.
What sweet, sweet privilege it must be to possess a cataclysmic force of gravity and energy to bring such life changing energy and inspiration and LIFE to men around you, and then have the sheer insolence to brush it off whimsically without a care in the world. What must life be like, to possess this kind of power?
Why this inequality of power? I never signed up to be on the butt end of this disgusting social inequality. Its unbelievable. Nowhere else in nature does this kind of drastic social (and sexual) inequality occur. Jesus christ. Something has to be done about this.
You might as well not exist, and she might as well never have met you, and her life wont change in any way. You are NOTHING to her.
Can you see how hard this contrasts with men, who can be extremely emotionally and romantically invested in a woman, drinking in every drop of emotion, every sound a girl utters and every micro movement she exerts, to just bask in her presence like the most overwhelmingly beautiful, uplifting and energising force that gives you life fuel and motivation for everything.
What sweet, sweet privilege it must be to possess a cataclysmic force of gravity and energy to bring such life changing energy and inspiration and LIFE to men around you, and then have the sheer insolence to brush it off whimsically without a care in the world. What must life be like, to possess this kind of power?
Why this inequality of power? I never signed up to be on the butt end of this disgusting social inequality. Its unbelievable. Nowhere else in nature does this kind of drastic social (and sexual) inequality occur. Jesus christ. Something has to be done about this.
