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Moving out paid off. I told my new friends about my condition and they sympathized with it. They are supporting me through the painful process of loneliness and sexlessness, and promised to help me overcome it.
First step was to cut my hair in a low fade style, which is very popular and neurotypical:
Then we went out a couple of times so they could analyze how I act around strangers. I needed a huge amount of correction, but I have made considerable progress.
What harmed my social appearance the most was sitting alone with my head down, like a loser:
My friends instructed me. The shoulders should be relaxed and the legs should be open. Never hide the hands or look down.
I sit like this now:
We also plan to hit the gym, starting next month. Before that, we are working on our low-carbohydrate diet. The goal is to get lean, not to bulk. As we play soccer regularly, our weight is dropping quite fast.
My friends introduced me to their acquaintances and thus I have a larger social group now. As for the girls, they treat me nicely, though I have not received any indicator of interest. I am playing the patience game.
My friends tell me when I do something that is weird like talking to myself or being too passive-aggressive, a byproduct of my bad social experience and cynicism.
I also receive feedback about my nerdy behavior, like flexing my mental abilities and shutting off my mouth on topics no one cares about. Neurotypicals like to talk about relationships, sex, soccer, social media, movies, TV shows, music, traveling, and funny moments, not books. Who would have thought?
My friends told me to cut my beard, which I was hesitant to do because of my weak chin, but I found out that it is not so weak after losing some weight. My acne, albeit less severe, is holding me down.
I am looking for a job. I need money to afford cosmetic procedures. Peeling will mitigate my acne and dark circles. Perhaps I will need to see a dentist. I got an Instagram account that has a hundred followers from one of my friends, but I need more so I can appear to be popular. I will have sex with ten prostitutes to improve my skills.
That is it. Going through this process is painful, but certainly possible if you have friends supporting you.
First step was to cut my hair in a low fade style, which is very popular and neurotypical:
Then we went out a couple of times so they could analyze how I act around strangers. I needed a huge amount of correction, but I have made considerable progress.
What harmed my social appearance the most was sitting alone with my head down, like a loser:
My friends instructed me. The shoulders should be relaxed and the legs should be open. Never hide the hands or look down.
I sit like this now:
We also plan to hit the gym, starting next month. Before that, we are working on our low-carbohydrate diet. The goal is to get lean, not to bulk. As we play soccer regularly, our weight is dropping quite fast.
My friends introduced me to their acquaintances and thus I have a larger social group now. As for the girls, they treat me nicely, though I have not received any indicator of interest. I am playing the patience game.
My friends tell me when I do something that is weird like talking to myself or being too passive-aggressive, a byproduct of my bad social experience and cynicism.
I also receive feedback about my nerdy behavior, like flexing my mental abilities and shutting off my mouth on topics no one cares about. Neurotypicals like to talk about relationships, sex, soccer, social media, movies, TV shows, music, traveling, and funny moments, not books. Who would have thought?
My friends told me to cut my beard, which I was hesitant to do because of my weak chin, but I found out that it is not so weak after losing some weight. My acne, albeit less severe, is holding me down.
I am looking for a job. I need money to afford cosmetic procedures. Peeling will mitigate my acne and dark circles. Perhaps I will need to see a dentist. I got an Instagram account that has a hundred followers from one of my friends, but I need more so I can appear to be popular. I will have sex with ten prostitutes to improve my skills.
That is it. Going through this process is painful, but certainly possible if you have friends supporting you.
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