long time lurker
- Sep 2, 2020
Man I’ve fucking had it. I’m still young and if I want to ascend I’m gonna have to deal with talking to women. The process itself is just so goddamn tedious. I recently tried to shoot my shot with a slut most people I knew considered to be the lowest of the low as in would literally fuck anyone who gave her attention. I thought I maybe had a chance because in the last few months she’s gone from borderline anorexic to being 2 burgers away from obesity, and I thought her self esteem was in the gutter. Literally everyone hates this bitch and yet she has the audacity to treat me like garbage, leading me on like crazy. I don’t know if it would’ve been better to have been instantly shut down, but at least I wouldn’t have spent literal days asking myself if I said/did something wrong. Pulling out bs excuses like “I’m busy” right for the entirety of summer or “We’re not gonna see eachother next year” like I just wanna ascend man idgaf about never seeing you again. I swear to fucking god the amount of time I’d wait anxiously to get an answer just made me realise how tedious talking to women is. Even if you want to ascend you never will, simple as that, I guess incels just radiate some kind of unfuckable energy.