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I always had a fairly blackpilled mentality but I still had hope, but one day I realised it´s 100% over for me, as I am a severe case of mentalcel and I am ugly short and balding. Now I feel more free, I stopped gymceling after many years, I eat a lot of tasty food and don´t worry about my receding hairline or my hygene. I just try to minimize my worries, all I do is lay in bed all day long with my laptop and watch movies or read forums. I am quite comfortable in my bed. Of course it is not the best life but I try to make the most out of it, I believe that if you try to delude yourself into thinking you are happy you will feel good, at least it works for me, I know it is coping but there is nothing left to do.
