I feel like complete and utter shit, from adjusting to the time change all the way to cooming early this morning, and now I am full of fatigue. I’ve just been binging some anime that I have never watched previously and laying here in my bed with the energy levels of a 90 year old man. I want to shield myself from election day, not even wanting to think of the idea of a foid being the president. I made my room as dark as possible as my body fuses itself to my bed.
This is my reality right now, not having a fraction of the energy that I had years ago. I was younger, more optimistic, more confident, and my mind was deep within a realm of happiness that I can no longer fathom. Unfortunately, I became broken through repeated rejection from women, and from the world. The world is a rotten place. Not like the anime world, it is so full of fantasy, full of life, and full of morally sound women (morally sound women? Hard to believe tbh).
So while I ldar, anime is my new cope, and I am currently binging my first ever series.
This is my reality right now, not having a fraction of the energy that I had years ago. I was younger, more optimistic, more confident, and my mind was deep within a realm of happiness that I can no longer fathom. Unfortunately, I became broken through repeated rejection from women, and from the world. The world is a rotten place. Not like the anime world, it is so full of fantasy, full of life, and full of morally sound women (morally sound women? Hard to believe tbh).
So while I ldar, anime is my new cope, and I am currently binging my first ever series.
