LifeFuel Surprisingly, I have managed to overcome my suicidal thoughts

[Logic55]

Obviously, I am an incel. I have been feeling like committing suicide due to my incledom. Even though, the pain in unbearable at times, I still somehow find a way to contain myself and not actually kill myself. One way I prevented myself from committing suicide Is by eating a shit load of junk food, then crashing in my bed and sleep for hours and hours until I wake up and feel better. Unfortunately, food and video games, and music are the only pleasures I have in my miserable and cruel life. As the years go by, I will have to cope harder. I will keep going despite my challenges and I am proud of myself for not ending my life. I hope you guys can do the same

 

[Rixinuj]

My suicidal thoughts are like a roller coaster. I want to rope one minute and the next I have a new reason to live for

 

[1337hikki]

Best thing to do when they get rlly bad is just get drunk af and fall asleep. U will usually feel a bit better when u wake up. Personally I use benzos instead of alcohol tho, weed can work but it can also increase anxiety in certain ways

 

[Serpents reign]

Obviously, I am an incel. I have been feeling like committing suicide due to my incledom. Even though, the pain in unbearable at times, I still somehow find a way to contain myself and not actually kill myself. One way I prevented myself from committing suicide Is by eating a shit load of junk food, then crashing in my bed and sleep for hours and hours until I wake up and feel better. Unfortunately, food and video games, and music are the only pleasures I have in my miserable and cruel life. As the years go by, I will have to cope harder. I will keep going despite my challenges and I am proud of myself for not ending my life. I hope you guys can do the same

You sound young man try doing this at the age of thirty. I don't even know how I get up in the morning and go to work. I just do it because it's my survival. I wish I could live somewhere Rent free and I could read books all day and go for long walks and come home and play on my phone in bed. I enjoy some hobbies like lifting reading and writing. Occasionally i'm not even playing a nice video game And watch movie. Nice to have a computer And a phone. I live very minimalistically. But I still need technology to keep me going. I would hate to be homeless. I enjoy cooking my own food. It's sad because I used to live like this as a teen and I would complain how I didn't fit in. Now I don't even want to fit in and I have to work to live this way. Life is a fucking joke. But that's the point you have to cope or rope. I don't understand why I have to work but I need money to survive. It's just that I have to pay for everything. And at the end of the work week that money is all gone. If only to repeat the cycle for the next two weeks of being broke.

 

[lifefuel]

They always come back. The blackpill always comes to collect

 

[Logic55]

You sound young man try doing this at the age of thirty. I don't even know how I get up in the morning and go to work. I just do it because it's my survival. I wish I could live somewhere Rent free and I could read books all day and go for long walks and come home and play on my phone in bed. I enjoy some hobbies like lifting reading and writing. Occasionally i'm not even playing a nice video game And watch movie. Nice to have a computer And a phone. I live very minimalistically. But I still need technology to keep me going. I would hate to be homeless. I enjoy cooking my own food. It's sad because I used to live like this as a teen and I would complain how I didn't fit in. Now I don't even want to fit in and I have to work to live this way. Life is a fucking joke. But that's the point you have to cope or rope. I don't understand why I have to work but I need money to survive. It's just that I have to pay for everything. And at the end of the work week that money is all gone. If only to repeat the cycle for the next two weeks of being broke.

I am young, I am 20. This will probably be my routine until I die. I don't see a way out of this hole that I'm stuck in. I'm just like you, I just want to survive despite the pain and suffering i endure

 

[Logic55]

They always come back. The blackpill always comes to collect

Yeah, I know. But maybe I'll get used to it and not feel anything anymore

 

[TBIcel]

only got them post TBI kind of receded as less worried about it as I found actual treatment rather than Canada's non existent one pissed about the healthcare system being less than useless though meaning just an obstacle to overcome via medical tourism so I can actually buy my own treatment. I realize if my health took a downturn I'd be subjected to the mercy of whore nurses and (((doctors))) better to rope than that.

 

[Serpents reign]

I am young, I am 20. This will probably be my routine until I die. I don't see a way out of this hole that I'm stuck in. I'm just like you, I just want to survive despite the pain and suffering i endure

When you get to that age finally entering adult hood. I would suggest your mind set beyond survivalism. But please try to enjoy your entertainment as much as you can. You're only gonna live once and I doubt that there is going to be an after life if any kind. Just try to enjoy your life and chill. I live a very philosophically endured minimalistic repetitive lifestyle myself.

 

[Logic55]

When you get to that age finally entering adult hood. I would suggest your mind set beyond survivalism. But please try to enjoy your entertainment as much as you can. You're only gonna live once and I doubt that there is going to be an after life if any kind. Just try to enjoy your life and chill. I live a very philosophically endured minimalistic repetitive lifestyle myself.

Don't worry. I will never commit suicide. I have found new copes to enjoy along the way.

 

[Serpents reign]

Don't worry. I will never commit suicide. I have found new copes to enjoy along the way.

I personally think life is overrated. We are just forced here just to suffer. Eventually it will come to an end. Let's at least enjoy our moments along the way. I wish I could disappear eventually I will get my wish.

 

[suicidecase]

I avoid suicidal thoughts the same way. I completely detach myself from reality and other people, and get lost in the small pleasures I have in life (food, porn, internet, computer games/films/guitar when I cba). I still feel like shit all the time but not suicidal. I also take meds when suicidal feelings come. Winter is the worst time because of the constant darkness, I'm not looking forward to November to February time. But going outside or seeing people triggers my suicidality because I have to confront reality.

 

[Friezacel]

Good for you, although i have no idea how junk food and rotting is supposed to give you more lifefuel when it usually does the opposite

 

[Logic55]

Good for you, although i have no idea how junk food and rotting is supposed to give you more lifefuel when it usually does the opposite

In my case, eating delicious food like pizza, burgers, tacos, and burritos provides me with temporary pleasure. As long as you eat these foods in moderation, you will be fine. My weight is also low because I don't consume excess calories. You still can enjoy food and be healthy at the same time

 

[Robo_Cope]

Obviously, I am an incel. I have been feeling like committing suicide due to my incledom. Even though, the pain in unbearable at times, I still somehow find a way to contain myself and not actually kill myself. One way I prevented myself from committing suicide Is by eating a shit load of junk food, then crashing in my bed and sleep for hours and hours until I wake up and feel better. Unfortunately, food and video games, and music are the only pleasures I have in my miserable and cruel life. As the years go by, I will have to cope harder. I will keep going despite my challenges and I am proud of myself for not ending my life. I hope you guys can do the same

I used to do mostly the same … food , video game , music , cooming but after decades of loneliness this shit become unbearable man i don’t even have fun from doing any of those things anymore … i feel like everyday im getting closer and closer to rope (Schery6Maxxing maybe) , i constantly feel so ugly and so fucking useless its so terrible and awfull … how old are you brocel ?

 

[Logic55]

I used to do mostly the same … food , video game , music , cooming but after decades of loneliness this shit become unbearable man i don’t even have fun from doing any of those things anymore … i feel like everyday im getting closer and closer to rope (Schery6Maxxing maybe) , i constantly feel so terrible … how old are you brocel ?

im 20, and I have no social life, no gf, and I rot in loneliness everyday. If I was good-looking, I would have a gf by now.

 

[Robo_Cope]

im 20, and I have no social life, no gf, and I rot in loneliness everyday. If I was good-looking, I would have a gf by now.

Well i had a similar mindset than you when i was 20 i still had hopes and dreams … but i’m fucking 31 now man it’s like my existence is so useless and meaningless may as well kill myself jfl

 

[Logic55]

Well i had a similar mindset than you when i was 20 i still had hopes and dreams … but i’m fucking 31 now man it’s like my existence is so useless and meaningless may as well kill myself jfl

i don't expect any improvements in my life, I just have to accept the reality

 

[Robo_Cope]

i don't expect any improvements in my life, I just have to accept the reality

 

[suicidecase]

Have you tried anti-depressants? They work for me.

Although looming Winter is bringing about serious suicidal thoughts which I can feel already. I just started on my meds a few days ago and hope they kick in. I wish had money so I could fuck off to somewhere sunny for the Winter.

 

[Friezacel]

In my case, eating delicious food like pizza, burgers, tacos, and burritos provides me with temporary pleasure. As long as you eat these foods in moderation, you will be fine. My weight is also low because I don't consume excess calories. You still can enjoy food and be healthy at the same time

In moderation it's okay, but if i eat greasy food at places like KFC there is often this feeling of regret and i have the feeling that i'm about to get a heart attack

 

[1337hikki]

In my case, eating delicious food like pizza, burgers, tacos, and burritos provides me with temporary pleasure. As long as you eat these foods in moderation, you will be fine. My weight is also low because I don't consume excess calories. You still can enjoy food and be healthy at the same time

"Healthy food" is a meme designed to convince u to eat disgusting goyslop

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

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[SmhChan]

I personally think life is overrated. We are just forced here just to suffer. Eventually it will come to an end. Let's at least enjoy our moments along the way. I wish I could disappear eventually I will get my wish.

When you get your finally 'wish', you're just too broken to care about it.

 

[Serpents reign]

When you get your finally 'wish', you're just too broken to care about it.

Yes but the good news Is my suffering is over and I never have to exist anymore.

 

[turbosperg]

cope

"every cope has an end" --- Saint Hamudi (ﷺ)

 

[Logic55]

"every cope has an end" --- Saint Hamudi (ﷺ)

For me, some copes last forever

 

[Logic55]

Well i had a similar mindset than you when i was 20 i still had hopes and dreams … but i’m fucking 31 now man it’s like my existence is so useless and meaningless may as well kill myself jfl

You are a miserable incel like me, but you don't have to kill yourself. Instead of dreaming about having a loving gf, you can find others things to keep you preoccupied.