Serious I’ve been trapped in my head for as long as I can remember

[VλREN]

I’ve been day dreaming and rambling to myself in my head my entire life

Nowadays I speak to an audience like am a livestreamer in my mind.

Literally the same old ramblings about life, being a incel/ugly, nigs, foids,kikes, how screwed I am in the future and what not

My mind never shuts up

Well it ever end?

 

[nico]

brutal

 

[Grodd]

brutal

 

[Darth Aquarius]

I constantly listen to music pretending I have my own soundtrack for a TV series based off my life where I go from being a lonely subhuman to starting an uprising and being tragically burned like Anakin Skywalker, and then wearing a badass cybernetic suit as some cartoon villain. A massive autistic fantasy to cope with my oneitis rejecting me, wishing she could see me as something more than an undesirable, that she can see a monster she created that actually made a difference in this world.

 

[poorenglishcel]

I can relate to it. I am always sitting alone in my room, trying to go through each day.

 

[SickWeakCoward]

Damn, dude. Second post of yours i might have written myself. Well, basically.

 

[VλREN]

I constantly listen to music pretending I have my own soundtrack for a TV series based off my life where I go from being a lonely subhuman to starting an uprising and being tragically burned like Anakin Skywalker, and then wearing a badass cybernetic suit as some cartoon villain. A massive autistic fantasy to cope with my oneitis rejecting me, wishing she could see me as something more than an undesirable, that she can see a monster she created that actually made a difference in this world.

We must have the same mental condition or something because that’s way too similar

 

[zd60]

I honestly feel quite the same, you articulated it quite well hope things get better bro

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Well it ever end?

You know when

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I can relate to it. I am always sitting alone in my room, trying to go through each day.

 

[Darth Aquarius]

We must have the same mental condition or something because that’s way too similar

That combined with my abstract fetishes and yeah my mind is pretty fucked up. It started in childhood with the music thing, music gave me huge surges of dopamine from creating fake scenarios in my head and it carried over into my teens and became an addiction to this day, only right now I feel absolutely nothing most of the time because I fried my dopamine receptors by doing this. It’s like an addiction with barley any high anymore. It’s devastating

 

[VλREN]

music gave me huge surges of dopamine from creating fake scenarios in my head and it carried over into my teens and became an addiction to this day, only right now I feel absolutely nothing most of the time because I fried my dopamine receptors by doing this. It’s like an addiction with barley any high anymore. It’s devastating

Same, I sometimes do it without thinking it’s just impulsive.

I honestly feel quite the same, you articulated it quite well hope things get better bro

Thanks, also you have a funny pfp

I can relate to it. I am always sitting alone in my room, trying to go through each day.

Damn, dude. Second post of yours i might have written myself. Well, basically.

Most of us here are more similar then we realize

 

[Emba]

brutal

 

[Star Keirmer]

That's my main dopamine source

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

Yea I experience something similar too