LDAR Summer is going to shite

[Giracel]

Wake up to my parents fighting about the faggotass cat that claimed my dad's side of the bed, my mom deflecting with unrelated stuff. Get up some time after and open my email to a job rejection.

Continue losing online chess ELO from last night, over 100 points down by now from the local peak. Keep hearing my younger brother going on about his Discord e-GF. It started right after I returned from college graduation, the timing as if to mock me with the lack of progress.

I have one lifeline of a program in my field that I applied to. Otherwise I am never making it out of here, and will continue to rot as has been the case throughout the summer.

 

[Giracel]

I hear him typing now in his room, speaking with her I'm sure. While I got mixed mutt genes he looks fully white. This is what I get for not being fully white—to get lifemogged by someone 5 years younger.

 

[anon65]

Summer is torture life is torture

 

[tntd]

Chess elo is always to be won back.

 

[Giracel]

Chess elo is always to be won back.

Part of me is cool with it. Sisyphean tasks are a good distraction from bigger issues.

 

[NoChance]

Summer was created for chads and stacys to frolic and repopulate

 

[Giracel]

Summer was created for chads and stacys to frolic and repopulate

The only season that doesn't seem stereotyped for love and sex is autumn, which is therefore my favorite. Spring and summer are the same deal, and then "winter is for lovers"

 

[Giracel]

Summer is torture life is torture

Earlier I was going on walks but stopped: why walk the same futile streets and paths?

 

[clearsmoke]

The siblingpill is so brutal.

 

[Giracel]

The siblingpill is so brutal.

I always knew this would happen, that he would get something before me, although I certainly did not expect something as retarded as this. Even before this he had more online friends than I had online or IRL.

 

[NoChance]

The only season that doesn't seem stereotyped for love and sex is autumn, which is therefore my favorite. Spring and summer are the same deal, and then "winter is for lovers"

We must conquer autumn as the season of incels

 

[Giracel]

We must conquer autumn as the season of incels

Unfortunately it contains Halloween, perhaps the most normie holiday of all. It's my join date for a reason.

 

[NoChance]

Unfortunately it contains Halloween, perhaps the most normie holiday of all. It's my join date for a reason.

In Halloween you can technically cover your face though I've never done something like that

I'd still get pointed out from being short jfl

 

[Giracel]

In Halloween you can technically cover your face though I've never done something like that

I'd still get pointed out from being short jfl

I never got invited to any Halloween parties anyway so there was nothing to be done

 

[NoChance]

summer isn't so bad for me because I am lucky enough to have an AC in my room so I am not bothered by the heat