If you've been nothing but patient, determined, and resiliant to stress, but only bad things have come to your life, then you would have no choice but to kill yourself.
Before any optimismcels spam my thread, I just wanna let everyone here know that I was a religious self improvement coper. I would workout every day (something I might get back into), I take cold showers every day with zero resistance, I practice the placebo known as semen retention, etc.
But one thing you can never improve or fix is hate. Once people have made up their minds of who you are, they will never leave you alone about it. I don't look for sympathy, I just keep it real here. Throughout my early childhood I was bullied by both teachers and students, teachers wouldn't name call me but they'd become frustrated with me because I was the only autist in a neurotypical class for some reason. I bring this up because your childhood dictates how people will treat you for the rest of your life, seriously.
And not to mention when you try to change your outlook on life people will still try to project your former image onto you. That's the sad part, society doesn't want you to change unless it benefits them. And since society is louder and larger than the minority, they seem tough. But the truth is they are all weak, because they have to project onto people like me to feel satisfied, they have to live through other people to survive. I am stronger than 90% of people, and this isn't my ego, this is my self assurance, because my whole life people have called me weak.
This is the mindset of the average person: women, money, status, and fame. That's all the average person cares about. So are we superior to normies? Yes. And it may sound like cope, but when you think about it normies are like sardines. They have to reproduce in rapid amounts so they can outnumber their predators.
We are the predators of society, maybe not the top 1% but we are the type that scares people with the truth.
Unfortunately, this can make one feel very demotivated, because no one gets it. We are surrounded by ignorance. This is the reason Renegade 1 killed himself. Because no one was listening to what he had the say and he saw the pointlessness if it all, reaching out to only the minority. Then on top of that before his death he was getting exposed on tiktok by some jbws
He made the right choice. And soon when I complete my true purpose on this planet, which I have figured out, I will freely take my life.
Before any optimismcels spam my thread, I just wanna let everyone here know that I was a religious self improvement coper. I would workout every day (something I might get back into), I take cold showers every day with zero resistance, I practice the placebo known as semen retention, etc.
But one thing you can never improve or fix is hate. Once people have made up their minds of who you are, they will never leave you alone about it. I don't look for sympathy, I just keep it real here. Throughout my early childhood I was bullied by both teachers and students, teachers wouldn't name call me but they'd become frustrated with me because I was the only autist in a neurotypical class for some reason. I bring this up because your childhood dictates how people will treat you for the rest of your life, seriously.
And not to mention when you try to change your outlook on life people will still try to project your former image onto you. That's the sad part, society doesn't want you to change unless it benefits them. And since society is louder and larger than the minority, they seem tough. But the truth is they are all weak, because they have to project onto people like me to feel satisfied, they have to live through other people to survive. I am stronger than 90% of people, and this isn't my ego, this is my self assurance, because my whole life people have called me weak.
This is the mindset of the average person: women, money, status, and fame. That's all the average person cares about. So are we superior to normies? Yes. And it may sound like cope, but when you think about it normies are like sardines. They have to reproduce in rapid amounts so they can outnumber their predators.
We are the predators of society, maybe not the top 1% but we are the type that scares people with the truth.
Unfortunately, this can make one feel very demotivated, because no one gets it. We are surrounded by ignorance. This is the reason Renegade 1 killed himself. Because no one was listening to what he had the say and he saw the pointlessness if it all, reaching out to only the minority. Then on top of that before his death he was getting exposed on tiktok by some jbws
He made the right choice. And soon when I complete my true purpose on this planet, which I have figured out, I will freely take my life.
