I am surviving in this world of pain and suffering; my last happy moments were in childhood, when I had nothing to worry about and was happy with my mother. But today, there is no joy, no reason to smile; I have no mother, no happiness, and no health. The world is killing me, and I am dying a little more each day. Who could have imagined this would happen to mefacing society's scorn, mistreatment, abuse, and attacks? I have never known happiness; it has been nothing but pain and suffering forever. I am getting older and fear things will only get worse; I would rather believe in lies. It is all devastatingI never imagined my life would turn out this way, with everything getting worse. I understand those who take their own lives; they grew tired of it allthe struggles, the hardships, and the bullying inflicted by "normal" people. Suicide is the best option for me. 
