Experiment Suicidal thoughts.

[AmIjustDreaming]

When did you guys start having suicidal thoughts? Around what age, if you can recall. I was standing, waiting for my school bus when I was around 10 or 11 and just thought ' I could throw myself onto a bus/car". Bullying obviously caused a lot of the thoughts.

 

[Deleted member 21514]

I thought a bit about it when i was around 10 but nothing serious, i seriously think about it since i was 18 tbh

 

[Deleted member 10531]

when i was born

 

[Genetic Dead End]

Around puberty, and still to this day.

 

[Deleted member 23981]

there was a lot of people who have suicdal thoughts

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

when i looked in the mirror for the first time

 

[Jerek]

I guess they started around 10, when i became ugly (before 9-10 i was strangely a cute kid). Then i had them for most of my life and caused me a lot of troubles.

Only recently they are wearing off, mostly because i'm oldcel (30+) and since i've become independent i cope with escorts.

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

I guess they started around 10, when i became ugly (before 9-10 i was strangely a cute kid). Then i had them for most of my life and caused me a lot of troubles.

Only recently they are wearing off, mostly because i'm oldcel (30+) and since i've become independent i cope with escorts.

Were you bullied in school?

 

[Jerek]

Were you bullied in school?

A bit by the bigger bullies but i happened to beat smaller ones and it was really something glorious.

I guess it balances out, sorta.

 

[Joelossus]

The first time was arround when i was 11 or 12, so about when i first strated to hit puberty.

 

[Subhuman Currycel]

13.

 

[Deleted member 24293]

Around 16

But I was still kinda bluepilled then. Now I'm just fed up with this garbage life

 

[Deleted member 14577]

i thought about stabing myself in the chest with a knife back in elementary school, idk which year though

 

[Deleted member 26032]

Around puberty, and still to this day.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

15-16

 

[Edmund_Kemper]

First time I was 15.

 

[Deleted member 818]

In my mid teens I guess.

 

[AutistCell]

started from the bottom
now suicide!!

woo!

 

[Yerberito]

Real ones at 18

 

[Deleted member 21908]

i'm too much of a pussy to ever consider it right now, but in the next few years if shit goes downhill and my parents aren't alive i'll have much more incentive to do it

 

[JuicyAnimeTitties]

Around 10, but as you can see those thoughts weren't strong enough to outweigh my self-preservation instincts.

 

[BITG]

15ish

 

[IncelMLK]

When did you guys start having suicidal thoughts? Around what age, if you can recall. I was standing, waiting for my school bus when I was around 10 or 11 and just thought ' I could throw myself onto a bus/car". Bullying obviously caused a lot of the thoughts.

Whats funny for me when I was 11 years old I told my parents on event of my birthday that great, I have 50 or so year left to live.
I still think we are not that far away from meeting our deaths so why hasten it? Enjoy what fruits this life can bring

 

[SuperMario64DS]

I seriously thought about it around 11 or 12, almost attempted it around 13, now am at a point where every now and then the idea enters in my head, but I have no motivation to even come close to doing it. I know I would seriously hurt my parents, maybe my siblings, and my friends if I did. Plus, life has enough copes to just get through until I'm about 37, and then I'll probably get really depressed again, learn to cope with that, and then die from old age for the next half of my life.

 

[KingChemist]

Dunno when exactly but around my late teens. I wrestle with these thoughts every day. It's always a back and forth between my inner self and these thoughts. No therapist was ever able to kill the thoughts. They always came back...

 

[toyotacel]

had suicidal thoughts since 19, I'm 29 now, so for the last ten years I had suicidal thoughts

 

[Deleted member 24256]

First time I attempted I was 12

 

[Mainländer]

In 2018 I was experiencing them very strongly, I reached a point in which I was even planning it a bit already. Now I'm fortunately freed from such thoughts. I hope the same can happen for you guys.

 

[Saigon Depression]

When did you guys start having suicidal thoughts? Around what age, if you can recall. I was standing, waiting for my school bus when I was around 10 or 11 and just thought ' I could throw myself onto a bus/car". Bullying obviously caused a lot of the thoughts.

When I'm crossing a bridge or standing at the subway station while a train is approaching I often think that "I could end it right here, right now", but I never do. I don't have the courage.

 

[truthpill]

I guess 13, I moved out of my hometown and life was such a drag. I'd say I'm lucky because I'm a framelet and I never really got bullied aside from the occasional taunt, but my experiences with foids are what really soured things for me. Girls would call me a pervert back in middle school for absolutely no reason whatsoever.

 

[NoCopeNoHope]

9 or 10. Now I think suicide is cucked and there are bettER options.

 

[Deleted member 22999]

Freshman year of highschool. Had em daily since ngl but I don’t think I’d ever do it.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

A subhuman like me was destroyed at puberty when displayed for mockery to the humans. Pretty much the air and background to every thought is "why haven't you killed yourself yet?". I saw some ricecel crawl under the back wheel of a truck and it just popped his head like a grape, insta sui. Low inhib an hero.