Venting Suicidal thoughts

[thebuddhacel]

I thought I would start my 2020 in a good way. I was wrong. Even meditationmaxxing and moneymaxxing aren't stopping these suicidal thoughts.

I don't want to rope, but fuck... Everyday I new problem to deal. It's seems being a incel isn't enough.

And the worst thing which is fucking my mind now is that I have erection dysfunction and I have an appointment to see a doctor ( a foid) in wednesday. And I don't know if I will be cured soon. I'm a nofaper coper but even if I woulnd't I couldn't fap.

Thanks reading my vent and share some copes for me. No cope feels great nowadays tbh.

 

[Deleted member 24016]

I randomly attack inanimate objects

 

[carticel]

I randomly attack inanimate objects

I go into the woods and collect different kinds of mushrooms with my knife it's nice

 

[thebuddhacel]

I go into the woods and collect different kinds of mushrooms with my knife it's nice

I would love to live near some woods. Man are you 16?

 

[carticel]

I would love to live near some woods. Man are you 16?

Yes

 

[ItsOver4cel]

I randomly attack inanimate objects

Lol I do this 2 ngl

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Every single day

 

[Deleted member 20659]

I randomly attack inanimate objects

Why do you do this?

 

[Deleted member 24016]

Why do you do this?

It feels good

 

[Deleted member 20659]

You gave me a thread idea

 

[Deleted member 21514]

Same tbh hard to not have suicidal thoughts when ur whole life is shit and it keeps getting worse

 

[singleplayercel]

Same tbh hard to not have suicidal thoughts when ur whole life is shit and it keeps getting worse

 

[Mogged Loner]

The only way to stop the thoughts is to.....