Serious [SUICIDAL CELS ONLY | Trigger warning] How do you

[stuttercel]

How do you plan to end your life? How much does it cost? Is it painful?

I am actually very happy right now since I only have to work 4 months until I can pay for my One-Way-Ticket to Mazatlan,Mexico. I will get some EDIT: chemicals and kill myself peacefully. This life is torment enough. With the flight+hotel(maybe one night or longer, maybe will try other cities when I can’t find it there) ,I’m at roughly 2000€ (on the safe side). Thinking about booking a return flight(+1300€) so no one gets suspicious.

Although the best method would be doing a “semester abroad” and getting the flights sponsored from Uni. But will take longer idk

What about a suicide note, do you want to leave one? I sure do, but didn’t thought about what I could write in there since I am empty inside.

 

[Tovarisch95]

I can't do much to prevent your suicidal plan but ask you a question: what brings you to such a drastic decision? Being a mentalcel I've been through some rough and tough shit myself, but why give it up and stop hoping? There are opportunities to seize out there. I feel your pain lil bro, hang in there

 

[Deleted member 3291]

when I enter my 30s I’ll probably either take some chemicals and end it or or participate in a death match

 

[Modus Coperandi]

I practiced making a good rope knot today. Very relaxing activity.
Why would you leave a note? The good thing about dying is that you can't regret anything ... because you're dead.

I can't do much to prevent your suicidal plan but ask you a question: what brings you to such a drastic decision? Being a mentalcel I've been through some rough and tough shit myself, but why give it up and stop hoping? There are opportunities to seize out there. I feel your pain lil bro, hang in there

 

[stuttercel]

I practiced making a good rope knot today. Very relaxing activity.
Why would you leave a note? The good thing about dying is that you can't regret anything ... because you're dead.

Because I suffer from anxiety and I can’t do that to my siblings and parents (no friends tho, that’s not the problem). I couldn’t fly without knowing that they know my intentions. Will probably send it via email since I don’t want them to stop me at the airport (flight takes more than 15 hours)

when I enter my 30s I’ll probably either take some chemicals and end it or or participate in a death match

What is a deathmatch?

I can't do much to prevent your suicidal plan but ask you a question: what brings you to such a drastic decision? Being a mentalcel I've been through some rough and tough shit myself, but why give it up and stop hoping? There are opportunities to seize out there. I feel your pain lil bro, hang in there

I don’t want to turn this thread into a blogpost. I am not female and I don’t want attention , nor do I want to talk about my problems. But understand my problems can’t be “fixed”. I am sorry that you’ve been through some shit.

 

[KvltWarrior98]

I wouldn't advise on the rope if you are not rigorous enough with your maths, it could end up a disaster...

I actually was hospitalized after a failed attempt not too long ago, miscalculated the resistence of the wooden ceiling and the rope broke after I jumped. Hit myself in the head tough and stayed cold for some hours. Dragging myself to the hospital was a nightmare.

Anyway, next time I will just blow my brains out with a shotgun; 12 gauge buckshot. Best success chances acording to statistics.

 

[stuttercel]

I wouldn't advise on the rope if you are not rigorous enough with your maths, it could end up a disaster...

I actually was hospitalized after a failed attempt not too long ago, miscalculated the resistence of the wooden ceiling and the rope broke after I jumped. Hit myself in the head tough and stayed cold for some hours. Dragging myself to the hospital was a nightmare.

Anyway, next time I will just blow my brains out with a shotgun; 12 gauge buckshot. Best success chances acording to statistics.

Yeah but it’s not peacefull, nor easy.
Also you will leave behind a mess. Idk your relationship to your parents but they would be devastated

 

[Swagwaffle]

Get some xanax before hand. It will make the execution easier.

 

[stuttercel]

Get some xanax before hand. It will make the execution easier.

I have no friends +high inhib

I can’t get Xanax. Good idea tho

 

[Anger]

I will rope in 2 years.

 

[stuttercel]

Sounds crazy man.
I’m too high inhib + friendless to get drugs. I would love to try some maybe but I’m not sure if it will make any difference. Do you think pill overdose is reliable?

When I kill myself, I want it to be painful, funny and I also want it to mentally scar other members of the public. That said I still know some good ways to painlessly kill yourself. My method, which oddly enough not enough people know about is simple and actually would feel amazing. You want a decent amount of heroin, enough alcohol to get you wasted and some pills, preferably opiate pills that are high dosages. Tramadol for instance.

You'd have to be a literal god to survive this method. Firstly you want to just drink the alcohol till you're marginally drunk, that will also make you give way less shits about going through with it if you're nervous. Second, you take as many of the pills as you can. With tramadol, realistically, 5 or 6 would do the job so get as many as possible down the hatch anyway. Immediately after doing this, you can choose to drink a bit more for the next 5 minutes at max. Finally, you want to take all of the heroin. Injecting will be most effective but honestly, consumption method wont really matter.

The heroin coupled with your drunkness should hit hard, you'll be in a state of absolute euphoria and bliss as you melt into wherever you're sat. After a minute or 2 you'll pass out. While you're passed out the pills will start to kick in also and thats it. You die in your sleep after experiencing an insane amount of pleasure and euphoria. You would literally have to be a fucking god to survive this too.