SuicideFuel Substance abuse doesn’t even fill the void anymore

[subhumanmonkey]

Last year I was continuously drunk from February to May. I was drinking almost daily. I even OD on nitrous but at least it all that helped me cope.

Now I barely drink cause I can’t get drunk and when I do get drunk it just doesn’t do anything for me. The same goes for drugs, it’s just not fun anymore. At least I’m sober I guess, I’ll prob stay sober for the foreseeable future

 

[Animecel2D]

No one outruns the hedonic treadmill

 

[Shitskin=Shitlife]

Weed is a less harmful cope drug than alcohol.

 

[subhumanmonkey]

No one outruns the hedonic treadmill

My baseline of emotion is being extremely miserable. I might just become a monk to cope

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Weed is a less harmful cope drug than alcohol.

I hate weed tbh, it doesn’t really do anything for me. Plus I’d become dependent on it and bulld a higher tolerance

 

[wereq]

No one outruns the hedonic treadmill

 

[Caichan]

All my copes ran out as well.

Btw, you have a nice avi

 

[zd60]

rather be on something all day rather than sober even if the feeling is reduced

 

[Animecel2D]

My baseline of emotion is being extremely miserable. I might just become a monk to cope

Blackpill monk

 

[Icarus]

Just do enough where you die.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Yes, I know that feeling all too well. And eventually you also develop various aches and pains, walking becomes more difficult, and your overall fitness declines.
That's the stage I'm at now.