I tried college (dropped out of first semester after I flunked hard when I was young and dumb as academically ill-prepared) as a non-traditional student, and now I cannot finish a fucking degree (general studies, no idea wtf to do with my life) because I’m illiterate in math, thanks to horrible public education system that neglected me and turned me into a socially inept dorky retard.
It’s been a decade since I dropped out of college with only one class left, and that is college algebra, which is a tougher hurdle to jump higher than even biology and mandatory bullshit “all whites are racists” diversity commie class.
If I had finished a degree, maybe I get a shot at decent salaried job (no idea what job), maybe a bullshit government job. Then score a woman on a dating web site or somewhere. (Never degenerate artificial SMV hypergamy-pushing speed dating market like Tinder which further alienates the incel male populace to suffer despair as outcast.)
University where I went to even (implicitly, same university brand ad propaganda seen on hdtv’s in the halls) said if you cannot attain a completed degree, you are worthless and useless. Like college is all that fucking matter to our lives as if we are taxpaying hamster running on wheel statistics to nick and dime to obey, grind degrading bullshit jobs and marry to fuck and reproduce.
Without a college degree, I’m a worthless welfare man who is forced to work occasional gig jobs like Uber (suspended for alleged crime, even before conviction; fuck Uber for undermining my livelihood to fire me). Therefore, without a marketable degree to get a half-assed job to grind for a maybe decent salary, I cannot even hope to score a good-looking woman to marry and reproduce. (Not just cuz I’m uglycel, clowncel and mentalcel with shitty genes as a failed first born prototype, hence born loser.)
Fuck this world! For ridiculous social expectations that are improbable or impossible to overcome, cuz I scrape at the bottom of the barrel.
O Russia, spread the wings on the nuke missiles to fly to the targets, to vaporize the sinecure communist city and cuckservative faggot/feminist cunt power state where I live to end my suffering. (Sarcasm)