Venting Studying is making me depressed af

[Curious0]

I'm really happy as long as I can just chill out. Whenever I have a task to do, I procrastinate but always have this in the back of my mind, so I'm constantly stressed because of that thought, yet I don't do anything until the deadline is so close that I am panicking and finally do the task (studying).
I have to study for my final exam and maths is making me incredibly anxious. It's boring as hell so I can't keep my focus. If I fail these exams my life is fucked.
I'm so anxious and depressed to be honest.
I don't have enough time left to study to get a good grade yet I can't get myself to study because the time pressure makes me unable to concentrate so I browse the Internet instead.
It's always been like that. I was lazy as fuck during all the school years. I never participate in class and I only started studying one day before the tests. I've always barely ascended into the next grade because of my shitty grades.
Is procrastination a subtle sign of depression?
@Facade how much have you done so far?

 

[Deleted member 11159]

are you me bro?

Always have been a D student

 

[tiredofthisshit]

I'm exactly the same, school is retarded.

 

[Justdone]

If you want your life to be worse then don’t study.

 

[Curious0]

If you want your life to be worse then don’t study.

I already ruined it because I won't be able to attain the job that I always wanted. It's my fault though. I was lazy. Now I have to pay the price. I'll have to get a very low paid boring job. It's depressing me so much. I have never been so sad tbh. I'm so afraid of the future. I always hoped my life would get better after school but it's unlikely.

 

[TheIncelArmy]

I have to study for my final exam and maths is making me incredibly anxious.

If you are getting so much anxious by just takin time to study, maybe you could search for an anxiety treatment bro
But try to study with more calm and passion, and often go outside just for a walk.
Maybe a walk can relief your stress

 

[thespanishcel]

One of the few things I like of myself is that every day I have the willpower to study at least 1 or 2 hours. Then when there's one week left for the exam and I can keep studying few (or not studying at all) it's fun to see the normies studying 12 hours a day

 

[Ritalincel]

try adderakk

 

[Deleted member 15752]

One of the few things I like of myself is that every day I have the willpower to study at least 1 or 2 hours. Then when there's one week left for the exam and I can keep studying few (or not studying at all) it's fun to see the normies studying 12 hours a day

 

[Justdone]

I already ruined it because I won't be able to attain the job that I always wanted. It's my fault though. I was lazy. Now I have to pay the price. I'll have to get a very low paid boring job. It's depressing me so much. I have never been so sad tbh. I'm so afraid of the future. I always hoped my life would get better after school but it's unlikely.

You still have time to study. You have to try because this seems like one of you last chances.

 

[jet112]

the school system was invented by the rockafellers

 

[Curious0]

You still have time to study. You have to try because this seems like one of you last chances.

Yes if I study I will pass the exams. However, all the grades of the past 2 school years count. So it's the grade of the 5 final exams + the grades of the last 2 school years. I had bad grades in the past 2 school years because I'm socially awkward. Oral participation counts a lot.
My GPA is too bad to apply to university. I won't be able to study the subject I always wanted to.

 

[Insomniac]

the school system was invented by the rockafellers

tbh
http://www.thrivemovement.com/follow-money-education

 

[Blacktarpill]

I need to studymaxx but i have the same problems.
I cured my .is addiction though, thats great.

 

[Ritalincel]

I need to studymaxx but i have the same problems.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Always have been a D student

 

[Guest2]

I have an IT exam next week. I haven't studied at all so I'm just going to fluke it.

 

[Blacktarpill]

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I don't have a diognosed adhd or something.

 

[Indari]

quit uni and become an electrician

 

[Michael15651]

Adderall XR 30mg

 

[Ritalincel]

Adderall XR 30mg

try adderakk

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

I'm really happy as long as I can just chill out. Whenever I have a task to do, I procrastinate but always have this in the back of my mind, so I'm constantly stressed because of that thought, yet I don't do anything until the deadline is so close that I am panicking and finally do the task (studying).
I have to study for my final exam and maths is making me incredibly anxious. It's boring as hell so I can't keep my focus. If I fail these exams my life is fucked.
I'm so anxious and depressed to be honest.
I don't have enough time left to study to get a good grade yet I can't get myself to study because the time pressure makes me unable to concentrate so I browse the Internet instead.
It's always been like that. I was lazy as fuck during all the school years. I never participate in class and I only started studying one day before the tests. I've always barely ascended into the next grade because of my shitty grades.
Is procrastination a subtle sign of depression?
@Facade how much have you done so far?

Why did you just describe me?
School is really low iq , or better, school is made for the average iq who can memorize and throw up tons of informations without thinking. That's why school is actually built for foids

 

[BummerDrummerOG]

I have crazy bad lazyness/procrastination issues. Didn't do any homework in HS and skipped alot of it (For personal reasons but alot of it was bullying), ended up failing 2 years of it.

 

[Insomniac]

I'd love to read about this, have any sources?

tbh
http://www.thrivemovement.com/follow-money-education

 

[Curious0]

quit uni and become an electrician

You already recommended this some time ago.
I'll apply to be a logistician Ian but I can't imagine having such a job for the rest of my life.

 

[LastGerman]

try adderakk

What about growth hormones?

 

[Deleted member 2119]

@Facade how much have you done so far?

@Curious0
I am sorry that I didn't see your tag. I haven't gotten a notification for some reason. I will start studying in the next few weeks, but all of my other exams were written before the winter. I can read quite fast and memorize things easily so I am not too worried about it, but I am sadly not the most conscientious person out there either. My potential career paths do not have high entry requirements which is a comforting fact.

Math exams in school are not that different from the practice problems that you do in class, but they are different from most subjects since they revolve around understanding things.

1. Master the underlying concept for math ( Calculus / Analysis,linear algebra,statistics etc)
2. Study in small chunks throughout the day and then gradually increase the volume. If you are not used to studying much then you will just burn yourself out. However if you are close to a deadline then you have to bite the bullet and envision a reality where you failed.
3. Do as many practice problems as you can so you will know what to look for when you are in the exam.

You want to go into medicine if my memory is correct. If your NC is not within the 1.0-1.3 range then it is impossible here. You should definitely apply for romania,the rest of eastern europe in the EU and Austria where they will make you take a specific test.


Dont stress yourself too much because it wont help in such a situation. Do what you can do and then move on to the next thing. Life is full with stress and suffering so beating yourself up will only lead to misery.

I dont really know if my post helped, but you can always send a message if you wanna talk

 

[First loss]

Studying is a great cope if you are interested in what you are studying.

 

[nice_try]

I'l have exams in 4 weeks and have to write my thesis.
I can't fucking do it !!!!!!!!!!
Even though it's my final semester and I would get a secure job if I passed it.
I'm 28yo without a degree because I keep failing bcause of my procrastination issues.
I might fuck it up again.
Fuck I hate studying!!!!!!!!!
I want to do physical work!!!!!!!!!
But physical work won't pay enough money.

 

[Curious0]

@Curious0
I am sorry that I didn't see your tag. I haven't gotten a notification for some reason. I will start studying in the next few weeks, but all of my other exams were written before the winter. I can read quite fast and memorize things easily so I am not too worried about it, but I am sadly not the most conscientious person out there either. My potential career paths do not have high entry requirements which is a comforting fact.

Math exams in school are not that different from the practice problems that you do in class, but they are different from most subjects since they revolve around understanding things.

1. Master the underlying concept for math ( Calculus / Analysis,linear algebra,statistics etc)
2. Study in small chunks throughout the day and then gradually increase the volume. If you are not used to studying much then you will just burn yourself out. However if you are close to a deadline then you have to bite the bullet and envision a reality where you failed.
3. Do as many practice problems as you can so you will know what to look for when you are in the exam.

You want to go into medicine if my memory is correct. If your NC is not within the 1.0-1.3 range then it is impossible here. You should definitely apply for romania,the rest of eastern europe in the EU and Austria where they will make you take a specific test.


Dont stress yourself too much because it wont help in such a situation. Do what you can do and then move on to the next thing. Life is full with stress and suffering so beating yourself up will only lead to misery.

I dont really know if my post helped, but you can always send a message if you wanna talk

Thanks for this well written response man.

Studying is a great cope if you are interested in what you are studying.

Probably, but only if you're really interested in it. And if you can expect good grades.

I'l have exams in 4 weeks and have to write my thesis.
I can't fucking do it !!!!!!!!!!
Even though it's my final semester and I would get a secure job if I passed it.
I'm 28yo without a degree because I keep failing bcause of my procrastination issues.
I might fuck it up again.
Fuck I hate studying!!!!!!!!!
I want to do physical work!!!!!!!!!
But physical work won't pay enough money.

I feel the same way right now.
Physical work might be less stressful.
When studying, I'd always be confronted with the fear of failure.

 

[nice_try]

Physical work might be less stressful.
When studying, I'd always be confronted with the fear of failure.

I already had internships doing both, low end physical work and academic work.
I can tell you, the low end work is so much better. You don't have to think much, you get a good body workout and time flies.
When I was doing academic stuff I would only sit on the desk thinking about complex problems,getting stuck in my thoughts. Time wouldn't pass, my back would hurt.
It sucks that low end jobs pay so little. I mean, I don't need much money as an incel, but even for my low standards it's not enough money tbh.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Thanks for this well written response man.

You are welcome bro

 

[Curious0]

I already had internships doing both, low end physical work and academic work.
I can tell you, the low end work is so much better. You don't have to think much, you get a good body workout and time flies.
When I was doing academic stuff I would only sit on the desk thinking about complex problems,getting stuck in my thoughts. Time wouldn't pass, my back would hurt.
It sucks that low end jobs pay so little. I mean, I don't need much money as an incel, but even for my low standards it's not enough money tbh.

Is there no way you can make good money with physical work?
Usually a construction worker can easily earn as much as a psychologist who has to study for 5 years before he can start working.

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

This mortal coil makes me depressed af

 

[Anonymous MG]

I already ruined it because I won't be able to attain the job that I always wanted. It's my fault though. I was lazy. Now I have to pay the price. I'll have to get a very low paid boring job. It's depressing me so much. I have never been so sad tbh. I'm so afraid of the future. I always hoped my life would get better after school but it's unlikely.

Pick up a trade, it pays well and you don't have to go to college.
Plus, you have a shit ton of vocations to choose from

 

[nice_try]

Is there no way you can make good money with physical work?
Usually a construction worker can easily earn as much as a psychologist who has to study for 5 years before he can start working.

Not if you start at 30yo ...