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I talk to people in the gym cuz I'm not autistic and am somewhat NT. I do have some social anxiety though, I've been learning over the past few weeks.
I talk to a few guys including a Tyronelite, T. He's popular in the gym. He's about 6'1 Tall, huge dreadlocks going down his back, great gymbody, just above average face - no real flaws, youthfulness, some forward growth, compared to me whose face is all downward-grown. The personal trainers hang out with him in the gym because he's decent-looking, lived a life of validation and so is extroverted.
T is friends with a Swedish Stacey in the gym. She emigrated here a few years ago. She works out with him most of the time. I mostly leave them to flirt with each other and have their 5+ fun while I do my sub5-workout. Every now and then I talk to them and do some sets with them.
One time, the Stacey was leaving early so hugged goodbye to T, and to an above average looking Tyronelite personal trainer who I'll call TPT. TPT has a better face than T but is a like 5'8-5'9. When it came to me, no hug, she just waved and said bye. Now to be fair, she knows T and TPT more than she does me, but the comfort she felt with them was due to her being comfortable with them because of their good looks. She'll never get to the point where she feels comfortable going in for a hug with me.
Yesterday, while I was working out with them, and ignoring her hard flirting with him, she invited him out to play Tennis with her. We worked out that I actually work near where she works but obviously she doesn't want anything to do with me outside of the gym. She follows the Tyronelite around, leans on him, jokes with him and seems in awe of him. She uses converging speech patterns to build more familiarity and comfort with him. T gives her a lift home about a block away from the gym while I walk home.
Not that I think I deserve a Stacey at all. I would just like a fat, small-breasted, 3/10 girl to be as receptive to me as Stacey is to T. All I do is work (job), work out (gym), eat, sleep and get older and balder. That is my whole life. There is nothing else for me here. I am glad I swallowed the blackpill so that I know that a woman tolerating and talking to you is not an indicator of interest. It's more nuanced. It's in HOW she talks to you. And I know that no woman is attracted to me. I just dunno what society expects us to do?
If watch porn, you're pathetic. If you get a sexdoll, you're a creep. If you get depressed, you need to man up and be confident bro. If you prove women want Chad using fake Tinder profiles, you are a misogynist. If you get rejected by women, you haven't tried hard enough. It's just bullshit.
We have no choice but to just ROT until death. Why doesn't society at least give us the euthanasia option? Women shouldn't be forced to date incels but incels shouldn't be forced to live either.
I talk to people in the gym cuz I'm not autistic and am somewhat NT. I do have some social anxiety though, I've been learning over the past few weeks.
I talk to a few guys including a Tyronelite, T. He's popular in the gym. He's about 6'1 Tall, huge dreadlocks going down his back, great gymbody, just above average face - no real flaws, youthfulness, some forward growth, compared to me whose face is all downward-grown. The personal trainers hang out with him in the gym because he's decent-looking, lived a life of validation and so is extroverted.
T is friends with a Swedish Stacey in the gym. She emigrated here a few years ago. She works out with him most of the time. I mostly leave them to flirt with each other and have their 5+ fun while I do my sub5-workout. Every now and then I talk to them and do some sets with them.
One time, the Stacey was leaving early so hugged goodbye to T, and to an above average looking Tyronelite personal trainer who I'll call TPT. TPT has a better face than T but is a like 5'8-5'9. When it came to me, no hug, she just waved and said bye. Now to be fair, she knows T and TPT more than she does me, but the comfort she felt with them was due to her being comfortable with them because of their good looks. She'll never get to the point where she feels comfortable going in for a hug with me.
Yesterday, while I was working out with them, and ignoring her hard flirting with him, she invited him out to play Tennis with her. We worked out that I actually work near where she works but obviously she doesn't want anything to do with me outside of the gym. She follows the Tyronelite around, leans on him, jokes with him and seems in awe of him. She uses converging speech patterns to build more familiarity and comfort with him. T gives her a lift home about a block away from the gym while I walk home.
Not that I think I deserve a Stacey at all. I would just like a fat, small-breasted, 3/10 girl to be as receptive to me as Stacey is to T. All I do is work (job), work out (gym), eat, sleep and get older and balder. That is my whole life. There is nothing else for me here. I am glad I swallowed the blackpill so that I know that a woman tolerating and talking to you is not an indicator of interest. It's more nuanced. It's in HOW she talks to you. And I know that no woman is attracted to me. I just dunno what society expects us to do?
If watch porn, you're pathetic. If you get a sexdoll, you're a creep. If you get depressed, you need to man up and be confident bro. If you prove women want Chad using fake Tinder profiles, you are a misogynist. If you get rejected by women, you haven't tried hard enough. It's just bullshit.
We have no choice but to just ROT until death. Why doesn't society at least give us the euthanasia option? Women shouldn't be forced to date incels but incels shouldn't be forced to live either.
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