Thank you brocel this legit means a lot, most people wouldn't believe me or would just say that i should just take it bc they're family
The psychological repercussions are brutal in several ways, it's been 4 years since i left their house and severely reduced contact and im still a mess, and for the first few years i was barely functional. When actually living with them, I was a turboautist and had no social life and no life in general. It's hard to explain, saying there's been "repercussions" is an understatement because it has shaped my whole life. Fuck them.
It has caused severe social deficiency ofc, also yeah I can't imagine how they're so sick either. They deserve to face legal repercussions and to know what they did, but due to the repercussions of the abuse itself I can't even bring myself to so much as tell them. I did stop visiting them or calling them however bc otherwise it was impossible to mentally recover.
If you read some of my other posts, this is the reason why I'm 27 years old and just looksmaxxing now. Otherwise I would've done that earlier obviously. But up until 22 years old I was beyond autistic bc of them (I made a cringe compilation post about what my life was like), at 22 I got a job but got fired bc I was mentally unstable and also bc they directly sabotaged me, at 23 I tried again and successfully left them and until I was 24 I was too busy becoming financially safe, and that's when my life started. I'm 27 but you could say my life started 3 years ago which is just sad. That's why I barely had time to build up social skills etc yet.