thats it boys. 30 days from now im moving out to live alone, and starting college in 3 months.
in the next month im planning to go to plastic surgery doctor to do some little looksmax.
this is legit my last attempt of escaping this site tbh. gonna looksmax (better chances), move out (foids like that i guess), and gonna start college (alot of new foids, maybe i can find my 3/10?).
im nervous af tbh cuz the last time i gave my life a try was like 4 years ago. now i decided to try one more time.
im aware to the fact that im not gonna ascend tbh but this time im planing to do everything right - that way when ill see it didnt work - i will move on. thats it i wont tell my self anymore if i do this and that maybe i can somehow get some ugly foid. NO. i will just give up and develop some gaming habit or something. ill stop telling my self "if and if and if".
im doing it so i can really move on. if a miracle will happen and ill ascend? cool.
the sad part is i just told my mom 1 hour ago that i closed a deal and moving out in 30 days. she knew i plan to do it but i guess she didnt really thought ill do it.
she was sad af and i really felt bad, she really thinks i wont make it and that something bad will happen to me.
i hope she will understand its time for me to live my life.
in the next month im planning to go to plastic surgery doctor to do some little looksmax.
this is legit my last attempt of escaping this site tbh. gonna looksmax (better chances), move out (foids like that i guess), and gonna start college (alot of new foids, maybe i can find my 3/10?).
im nervous af tbh cuz the last time i gave my life a try was like 4 years ago. now i decided to try one more time.
im aware to the fact that im not gonna ascend tbh but this time im planing to do everything right - that way when ill see it didnt work - i will move on. thats it i wont tell my self anymore if i do this and that maybe i can somehow get some ugly foid. NO. i will just give up and develop some gaming habit or something. ill stop telling my self "if and if and if".
im doing it so i can really move on. if a miracle will happen and ill ascend? cool.
the sad part is i just told my mom 1 hour ago that i closed a deal and moving out in 30 days. she knew i plan to do it but i guess she didnt really thought ill do it.
she was sad af and i really felt bad, she really thinks i wont make it and that something bad will happen to me.
i hope she will understand its time for me to live my life.
