TheJester
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- May 17, 2024
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Im nearly 25 and i dont think I can beat my bachelors even after nearly 7 Semesters.
The missing Exams I have in a STEM field are simply too hard. I have crippling anxiety and cant concentrate on anything anymore. Despite that my current GDP is 2.4 I cant remember a single thing anymore. I literally dont know anything about the field that Ive studied in for 3+ years.
Im totally demotivated from being fucked over and over by life, having no friends despite all the attempts and my family being fucking trash. All of them - a piece of useless ass, dumb ass, moronic, worthless, poor family. Like it's insane, they have no Generational Wealth whatsoever besides my Great Uncle but I dont know him.
The realization that all of this is completely useless and I cant even identify with the degree anymore, leads me to try something new.
I always wanted to do a trade, despite applying in 2019/20 to hundreds of firms i never got one.
The problem with trades in Germany is - they are ultra easy compared to University, but literally pay nothing. Like 90% of all trades give you 0815 Wageslave jobs.
So im basically in a pickle. What should I do? Drop out of University that I should have done 3 years ago or like try to suffer even tho i already know that ends in failure and thus more wasted time?
The missing Exams I have in a STEM field are simply too hard. I have crippling anxiety and cant concentrate on anything anymore. Despite that my current GDP is 2.4 I cant remember a single thing anymore. I literally dont know anything about the field that Ive studied in for 3+ years.
Im totally demotivated from being fucked over and over by life, having no friends despite all the attempts and my family being fucking trash. All of them - a piece of useless ass, dumb ass, moronic, worthless, poor family. Like it's insane, they have no Generational Wealth whatsoever besides my Great Uncle but I dont know him.
The realization that all of this is completely useless and I cant even identify with the degree anymore, leads me to try something new.
I always wanted to do a trade, despite applying in 2019/20 to hundreds of firms i never got one.
The problem with trades in Germany is - they are ultra easy compared to University, but literally pay nothing. Like 90% of all trades give you 0815 Wageslave jobs.
So im basically in a pickle. What should I do? Drop out of University that I should have done 3 years ago or like try to suffer even tho i already know that ends in failure and thus more wasted time?