Jotasso
children of soulless dead entities
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- Joined
- Aug 24, 2022
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Holy fuck, it's been infuriating af having to see foids and chads with their faces almost screaming on disgust whenever they look at me especially since compared to any of them i'm a weirdo no matter what i do. I'm kinda able to at least ignore their judgmental eyes by reminding myself i'm in fact better than all of them despite looking shit but i just can't hold myself the same way whenever i see women (all of them are pretty af) , let alone couples. It's like a insult towards me saying "you might even be the smarter guy from your class and gifted but nothing of it matters if you're weird-looking and autistic". In fact i can't really say if it's worse with couples or women.
Sure, i'm actually happy with myself due to having time enough to realize i was never a problem and by itself it's a good thing but i'd be lying if i'd tried to say i'm not going home every night without feeling i'm the most undesirable guy from there and seeing i was doomed to this since the beginning 'cause their eyes filled with disgust whenever i'm being watched by them just reaffirm it.
"looks doesn't matter" yet i never saw a foid who would rather a ugly guy than a chad
"beauty is relative" yet i see the exact same pattern of guys being choosed-and the few ones who aren't able to match these standarts but were able to supposedly get a girl who loves him were some form of substitute
"just be yourself" yet i see guys like me being humiliated more and more just by being themselfs
it's hilarious.
Sure, i'm actually happy with myself due to having time enough to realize i was never a problem and by itself it's a good thing but i'd be lying if i'd tried to say i'm not going home every night without feeling i'm the most undesirable guy from there and seeing i was doomed to this since the beginning 'cause their eyes filled with disgust whenever i'm being watched by them just reaffirm it.
"looks doesn't matter" yet i never saw a foid who would rather a ugly guy than a chad
"beauty is relative" yet i see the exact same pattern of guys being choosed-and the few ones who aren't able to match these standarts but were able to supposedly get a girl who loves him were some form of substitute
"just be yourself" yet i see guys like me being humiliated more and more just by being themselfs
it's hilarious.