SuicideFuel Sometimes I wish I get some incurable disease that will kill me

[First loss]

I just can't end it tbh. I'm to low iq to do it. I wish I had an aggresive form of cancer or something that would end me for good. There have been a couple of cases in my family, but I wasn't lucky enough to get it. I don't want to live tbh everything is so fucking retarded.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

That's relatable.

I've been hoping that someone will shoot me in the back of the head, or that I'll get some sort of terminal illness for years now. It just seems to get worse as time passes, both my means of creating a decent future and my willingness to endure one have been fading rapidly. I can't function in society, but at the same time, why would I even bother to try? If I'm going to spend my entire life alone and unable to relate to anyone, than what's the point in continuing to live?

It's going to be so hard for me when I'm eventually more or less forced to kill myself, at least at this rate.

 

[First loss]

That's relatable.

I've been hoping that someone will shoot me in the back of the head, or that I'll get some sort of terminal illness for years now. It just seems to get worse as time passes, both my means of creating a decent future and my willingness to endure one have been fading rapidly. I can't function in society, but at the same time, why would I even bother to try? If I'm going to spend my entire life alone and unable to relate to anyone, than what's the point in continuing to live?

It's going to be so hard for me when I'm eventually more or less forced to kill myself, at least at this rate.

TBH. People that are so full of life and happines get these terminal illnesses and i'm perfectly healthy. It's not fair tbh. I want a quick death. I don't want to try anymore.

 

[Cuyen]

No man,cancer will make you suffer I dont know if there is any ilness that kill you quickly without pain

 

[First loss]

No man,cancer will make you suffer I dont know if there is any ilness that kill you quickly without pain

That's not the point. Once I have it, there is no going back. I have to die. I will die.

 

[Subhumancel]

That's relatable.

 

[2340922]

Just get cancer. Google how to get cancer.