SuicideFuel Sometimes I still long for a strong connection that many people have in teen years.

[Diomedes_1112]

My entire life has been afflicted by severe anxiety, obsessive thoughts, etc. caused by vaccinations I recorded as a child and other factors. I never really enjoyed childhood; even right now, I’m struggling to barely heal my mental health, or else I’ll never be able to do anything in life. During my teenage years, just like right now, I was a total loner with no real friends. My only friend was something of a mental retard, really.

While I’m trying to live forward in life, I still kinda feel a longing to relive my younger years but in a good way—with a gf, not as a loner, etc. I think this is also caused by a frustration with life, and seeing that in your youth, you’re supposed to be free of problems, distress, etc. At this point, even if I could find a gf, I really don’t want to get married, etc., unless I have a lot of money. I feel like I’ll just repeat the same crap life I’ve been dying just to get out of.

Anyways, how were your teenage years? Did you enjoy them? Did you have any friends or gf during those years?

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

My teen years were awful, had no friends besides some guy who sat next to me in class, terrible mental health, no relationships.

I remember how everyone went hanging out and doing shit. Even the "losers" in my class would hang out together without me.

 

[Darth Aries]

I felt a taste of teen love in my teen years without the actual ascension. I was simply deeply in love and infatuated with this girl who was my age, and a family friend, and she eventually rejected me which caused a 7 year downward spiral. The level of obsession I had for her was on par with ER’s obsession for blonde girls, except this was a true, beautiful, innocent, Romeo and Juliet kind of love, except it was one sided. Essentially the highs I felt from this experience were simply lies I was telling myself. I thought I actually had a chance with her, and most of my joy was thinking things would change. It never changed, and each passing year, my love for her turned to hate. I was rejected for my genetic inferiority and I hate her passionately for it. She robbed me of my peace, joy, and happiness

 

[Diomedes_1112]

My teen years were awful, had no friends besides some guy who sat next to me in class, terrible mental health, no relationships

Same bro. No real friends with common interests. No genuine connection to anyone. Severe anxiety, obsessiveness, etc. Still feel the same as I did then.

Even the "losers" in my class would hang out together without me

Yeah. This baffled me, but not too much because I really have no common interests with the average person, much less the average low-IQ, subhuman, moronic Latino from my own community.

Do you think you have no common interests with anyone around you, which explains why you had no friends? This was definitely the case with me.

 

[Diomedes_1112]

she eventually rejected me which caused a 7 year downward spiral

Really? Do you think you have an obsessive problem? I myself do.

I was rejected for my genetic inferiority

What makes you sub-5, if you don’t mind me asking?