Lycan
INCEL LIVES MATTER
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i do really want to be loved by a woman in my life but if this woman were to come along randomly id have no idea what to do. i dont have any plans for the future because i have been in the mindset that i am not going to even live that long for almost a year now and now it seems so taboo to think of myself being old. i used to have a lot of hopes and dreams and it was very easy to imagine myself doing something i was passionate about up to my 40s and 50s. now its hard to imagine past my 20s. if a girl magically appears in my life and loves me and cares about me, obviously i will find happiness in that and i will stay alive for her but i also will have no clue what to do for my future. because i dropped all my plans for my future. i used to want to direct movies and write scripts but now looking back on it, that all seemed like hopeful delusion
what do
what do