RageFuel Sometimes I Hate How Innocent I Am

[Zesto]

I'm filled with rage thinking how occasionally whenever I'm feeling sad or lonely a few times I went out and smiled at random people on campus and no one ever returned my smile.

In fact they looked at me like they wanted to kill me.

On campus once this idiot walked right in front of me and said hi what's up and I didn't recognize him but I was happy that someone greeted me so I said hi how are you then I realized he was talking through me to someone that was right behind me.

Another time in the hallway I thought I recognized someone I knew (because this creep kept staring at me like he knew me so I thought it was him) so I said hi see you in class soon and he just stared at me and kept walking.

That time I got ticked off though and said "wait nevermind I won't because I don't know you"

That was the most recent instance.

When I say I am a little boy I mean it. I am a soft gentle boy and living in the west sometimes makes me resent my innocence as everyday it tries to crush it.

That's why from this point on I won't be friendly with westerners unless I'm getting something out of it.

I've had enough of this degenerate society.

I turn my back to it.

 

[Deleted member 14490]

On campus once this idiot walked right in front of me and said hi what's up and I didn't recognize him but I was happy that someone greeted me so I said hi how are you then I realized he was talking through me to someone that was right behind me.

This happened to me as well man

 

[1984cel]

Curse them out and fap to relieve the stress tbh

 

[ManletHalfCurry]

On campus once this idiot walked right in front of me and said hi what's up and I didn't recognize him but I was happy that someone greeted me so I said hi how are you then I realized he was talking through me to someone that was right behind me.

It has happened to me too actual rage fuel

 

[Zesto]

This happened to me as well man

Yes westerners are so rude.

If someone had mistaken that I was talking to them I would've told them "excuse me I didn't mean you."

Well it wouldn'tve happened because I would not have talked through someone like a western pig.

I can't wait to leave this place and go to a civilized country where people know how to conduct themselves.

 

[orchis]

I rather not talk to be people in general.

 

[Deleted member 5861]

this creep kept staring at me

 

[Insomniac]

I was very kind at school, too kind. I should’ve been more mean and aggressive but I thought that being more meek and reserved would work in my favor.

I was a retard. I still am but I like to think I’ve gained some IQ points since then..

 

[Mainländer]

This happened to me as well man

To me as well. Long time ago. Nowadays I always check multiple times it's really me before replying.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Im really worried about your mental state bro

 

[Zesto]

To me as well. Long time ago. Nowadays I always check multiple times it's really me before replying.

I'm at the point where I don't care if it's me.

If there's any doubt I'm going to keep walking from now on.

 

[Guest2]

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I'm at the point where I don't care if it's me.

If there's any doubt I'm going to keep walking from now on.

Your new waifu is inferior but I think it reflects your crumbling mental state.

 

[Clock Tower]

Being innocent puts you in a disadvantage anywhere, not just in the west. If I had a dime for every time I've been called innocent I'd be a billionaire

 

[Zesto]

Im really worried about your mental state bro

Your new waifu is inferior but I think it she reflects your crumbling mental state.

 

[rabitter]

>Implying the exact same thing won't happen to you in Japan
Prepare to get disappointed, senpai

 

[Zesto]

>Implying the exact same thing won't happen to you in Japan
Prepare to get disappointed, senpai

So desu ka?

 

[Remyx]

It's over for innocentcels

 

[Blackpilled_Normie]

It's over for innocentcels

 

[Deleted member 60]

Another time in the hallway I thought I recognized someone I knew (because this creep kept staring at me like he knew me so I thought it was him) so I said hi see you in class soon and he just stared at me and kept walking.

That time I got ticked off though and said "wait nevermind I won't because I don't know you"

 

[The Abyss]

Go ER if it all falls apart.

 

[Zesto]

Go ER if it all falls apart.

I will always have my waifus so it never will fall apart.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

Understandable. People crave adventure and conflict and life experience but these days all they get is comfort and confinement. Back and forth to school and work and so forth. Sometimes travel. Look at a waterfall in Mexico for a week or whatever the fuck. Complacency. It's driving people nuts.
Edit: after thoroughly reading the opening post I realize what i said might be slightly off topic but whatever.

 

[Belial]

Seemed fitting.



I don't mean to dwell
But I can't help myself
When I feel the vibe
And taste a memory
Of a time in life
When years seemed to stand still

I close my eyes
And sink within myself
Relive the gift of precious memories
In need of a fix called innocence

When did it begin?
The change to come was undetectable
The open wounds expose the importance of
Our innocence
A high that can never be bought or sold

Symbolic acts, so vivid
Yet at the same time
Were invisible

Savor what you feel and what you see
Things that may not seem important now
But may be tomorrow

Do you remember when
Things seemed so eternal?
Heroes were so real...
Their magic frozen in time
The only way to learn
Is be aware and hold on tight

I close my eyes
And sink within myself
Relive the gift of precious memories
In need of a fix called innocence

When did it begin?
The change to come was undetectable
The open wounds expose the importance of
Our innocence
A high that can never be bought or sold

Symbolic acts, so vivid
Yet at the same time
Were invisible

 

[Zesto]

Seemed fitting.



I don't mean to dwell
But I can't help myself
When I feel the vibe
And taste a memory
Of a time in life
When years seemed to stand still

I close my eyes
And sink within myself
Relive the gift of precious memories
In need of a fix called innocence

When did it begin?
The change to come was undetectable
The open wounds expose the importance of
Our innocence
A high that can never be bought or sold

Symbolic acts, so vivid
Yet at the same time
Were invisible

Savor what you feel and what you see
Things that may not seem important now
But may be tomorrow

Do you remember when
Things seemed so eternal?
Heroes were so real...
Their magic frozen in time
The only way to learn
Is be aware and hold on tight

I close my eyes
And sink within myself
Relive the gift of precious memories
In need of a fix called innocence

When did it begin?
The change to come was undetectable
The open wounds expose the importance of
Our innocence
A high that can never be bought or sold

Symbolic acts, so vivid
Yet at the same time
Were invisible

Satanic filth tbqh

I am a Christian boy.

 

[The Abyss]

Understandable. People crave adventure and conflict and life experience but these days all they get is comfort and confinement. Back and forth to school and work and so forth. Sometimes travel. Look at a waterfall in Mexico for a week or whatever the fuck. Complacency. It's driving people nuts.
Edit: after thoroughly reading the opening post I realize what i said might be slightly off topic but whatever.

Based regardless.

 

[ihaveno1]

this idiot walked right in front of me and said hi what's up and I didn't recognize him but I was happy that someone greeted me so I said hi how are you then I realized he was talking through me to someone that was right behind me.

holy fucking shit this happend to me all the time at hs. The world purposely throws these insults at me to make me realize how insignificant and unwanted i am

 

[metal]

foids often smile and are nice with you but they are false

 

[wizardcel]

You can only get away with shit like that if you are good-looking. By the way, I'm curious, what's your plan to ascend in Japan? will you use tinder? if so, have you already got any tinder matches in Japan? how long will you stay there? thanks

 

[Zesto]

You can only get away with shit like that if you are good-looking. By the way, I'm curious, what's your plan to ascend in Japan? will you use tinder? if so, have you already got any tinder matches in Japan? how long will you stay there? thanks

Well I do look like a little boy and I am a little boy on the inside as well.

That's why I plan on ShotaMaxxing in Japan with slightly older Nip girls (25+).

I plan on using a combination of Tinder + Gaijin bars in Roppongi.

I'm not matching until I get there.

I'm staying there for nearly the entire month of January and I leave at the end of December. I gave myself plenty of time to ascend and I will make the most of each day.

 

[Deleted member 15292]

Cope or