Aside from my many BlackPill characteristics such as being 5'6 and having an unsymmetrical jaw, at times I don't even feel like I'm 100% in control of my body.
Sometimes it feels more like a flesh prison than a body. A prison I have no hope of escaping. Maybe that's why then. Maybe that's why some of my clothes are so uncomfortable at times. I think maybe I subconsciously buy them badly fitted to suit me as punishment for being a failure in all senses, socially, financially, and sexually.
Just goes to show even my own body hates me. Can't say I'm surprised though, I don't blame it.
Sometimes it feels more like a flesh prison than a body. A prison I have no hope of escaping. Maybe that's why then. Maybe that's why some of my clothes are so uncomfortable at times. I think maybe I subconsciously buy them badly fitted to suit me as punishment for being a failure in all senses, socially, financially, and sexually.
Just goes to show even my own body hates me. Can't say I'm surprised though, I don't blame it.
