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Well, something I realized for the I don't know how manieth time during my latest wave of extreme depression, but it still causes me pain over and over again.
I can only speak for myself, but I guess many of you will feel that it applies to you as well.
My life will only get worse.
I'm damaged goods.
I've turned 29 a couple of days ago.
What was supposed to be my peak is already behind me. I've missed it. Missed everything.
And life will only get worse. As much as I blame my mother for my inceldom (at least partially), she will die sometimes, and than I will truly be all alone.
My siblings basically only contact me a couple of times a year and never liked me much.
I have a fucked up, low-paying, low-prestige job, as a result of a shitty, low-prestige uni degree.
My life is going nowhere and everyone around me knows it.
Nobody respects me.
I have no social connections, no friends, basically I'm outside of society.
I cannot provide anything for women.
Any female who might be interested in me must be even more fucked up than I am.
Guys in my age are either married, or getting married soon or already have kids.
And once again, life will only get worse.
And I'm too much of a coward to kill myself.
Plus I would cause so much pain to my mother, I don't want to do this to myself, while she's alive.
I really hope that I will die soon, because this is unbearable.
No reply, I'm indeed all alone
I can only speak for myself, but I guess many of you will feel that it applies to you as well.
My life will only get worse.
I'm damaged goods.
I've turned 29 a couple of days ago.
What was supposed to be my peak is already behind me. I've missed it. Missed everything.
And life will only get worse. As much as I blame my mother for my inceldom (at least partially), she will die sometimes, and than I will truly be all alone.
My siblings basically only contact me a couple of times a year and never liked me much.
I have a fucked up, low-paying, low-prestige job, as a result of a shitty, low-prestige uni degree.
My life is going nowhere and everyone around me knows it.
Nobody respects me.
I have no social connections, no friends, basically I'm outside of society.
I cannot provide anything for women.
Any female who might be interested in me must be even more fucked up than I am.
Guys in my age are either married, or getting married soon or already have kids.
And once again, life will only get worse.
And I'm too much of a coward to kill myself.
Plus I would cause so much pain to my mother, I don't want to do this to myself, while she's alive.
I really hope that I will die soon, because this is unbearable.
No reply, I'm indeed all alone
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