JFL Some tallfag kept staring at me as I was passing him by

[RealSchizo]

Holy shit how much I wanted to punch this faggot for real, why are you staring, you faggot ?
I had some urge to cartelmaxx on him and skin him alive (In the new GTA IV if it has that function).
It's so fucking annoying not only that but as I am passing the street to go to the store and buy something to eat I see this chadlite in his car with a mogging jawline. Enough outside for today.
Just get out for 5 mins and get mogged to death theory.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Enough outside for today.
Just out for 5 mins and get mogged to death theory.

You step outside for a basic errand and within a few seconds you encounter people who make your entire existence feel like a joke. This is why the "just go for a walk/outside for your mental health" advice is such garbage. For us, a walk is a data collection trip that confirms just how over it is. Ironically, when I stay inside for long periods of time I begin to develop a faint hint of hope, only to have it immediately snuffed out the moment I step outside, thus reminding me of exactly why I stay inside in the first place.

 

[RealSchizo]

You step outside for a basic errand and within a few seconds you encounter people who make your entire existence feel like a joke. This is why the "just go for a walk/outside for your mental health" advice is such garbage. For us, a walk is a data collection trip that confirms just how over it is. Ironically, when I stay inside for long periods of time I begin to develop a faint hint of hope, only to have it immediately snuffed out the moment I step outside, thus reminding me of exactly why I stay inside in the first place.

Very well articulated response.

I feel the same way unironically rotting for a long time without a single human contact except for my father gives me that same feeling of relief, hope and peace. The moment I step outside I am reminded of how worthless I am in the eyes of society for things I have no control over.

 

[RealSchizo]

You step outside for a basic errand and within a few seconds you encounter people who make your entire existence feel like a joke. This is why the "just go for a walk/outside for your mental health" advice is such garbage. For us, a walk is a data collection trip that confirms just how over it is. Ironically, when I stay inside for long periods of time I begin to develop a faint hint of hope, only to have it immediately snuffed out the moment I step outside, thus reminding me of exactly why I stay inside in the first place.

this is my only safespace where I am not being judger things I have no control of including my mental issues. How could you not rot all the time ? Especially when you're an utter loser that has nothing going on for him.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I feel the same way unironically rotting for a long time without a single human contact except for my father gives me that same feeling of relief, hope and peace. The moment I step outside I am reminded of how worthless I am in the eyes of society for things I have no control over.

Yep. I just had the exact experience yesterday when I went for an evening stroll; I saw multiple couples and people who lifemogged me to the shadow realm, not to mention the manner in which absolutely nobody even dared to look at me, and I even caught some woman averting her gaze almost in panic when she saw me. It was just brutal, and completely crushed my spirit.

 

[RealSchizo]

Yep. I just had the exact experience yesterday when I went for an evening stroll; I saw multiple couples and people who lifemogged me to the shadow realm, not to mention the manner in which absolutely nobody even dared to look at me, and I even caught some woman averting her gaze almost in panic when she saw me. It was just brutal, and completely crushed my spirit.

I can't even go outside without feeling like the elephant man. I am constantly paranoid of being seen hence why I use hoods to cover half of my face. I am ashamed of how I look like, my height does not help either. I just don't want to go outside. Every single day is a humiliation ritual for me.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

this is my only safespace where I am not being judger things I have no control of including my mental issues. How could you not rot all the time ? Especially when you're an utter loser that has nothing going on for him.

What always irritates me is how people expect us to find other things to do; I am not accepted anywhere I go, and have always been treated as a disturbing aberration by those around me. Why should I stop posting in the one place where people actually treat me decently? There is no incentive to stop, as you said. We have nothing else.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I can't even go outside without feeling like the elephant man. I am constantly paranoid of being seen hence why I use hoods to cover half of my face. I am ashamed of how I look like, my height does not help either. I just don't want to go outside. Every single day is a humiliation ritual for me.

Same

 

[RealSchizo]

What always irritates me is how people expect us to find other things to do; I am not accepted anywhere I go, and have always been treated as a disturbing aberration by those around me. Why should I stop posting in the one place where people actually treat me decently? There is no incentive to stop, as you said. We have nothing else.

Normies won't believe me when I tell them how I got bullied out of every single social activity as a kid. The rest of the children would share their secrets and exclude me all the time, they would also bully me out of the football pitch and constantly make fun of my appearance. How can I tell them that I had no choice but to self-isolate ? This is what happens. I would come home crying to my mother because of how I was treated by my peers every single damn time. Until I finally snapped and decided to spend my time at home. Natural reaction to a hostile environment. I don't get those gaslighters. How could you not fall into gaming and porn addiction ? It quite literally is impossible, so those normies can fuck off with their shower and great perSOYnaylity nonsense it just pisses me off to no end. I tried to be like everyone else as a kid, I truly did but it never worked out in my favor. I wanted to love, experience and interaction with humans, but I no longer feel that need anymore. I want to see humanity burn and punished for the pain they inflicted on me.

 

[RealSchizo]

Same

Instead of being offered help as a traumatized little kid I got told to just "man up" and "stand up for myself" by everyone. No one truly gets it. No one. Except those that experienced it themselves, no amount of therapy, gaslighting and forcing bluepilled mindset works on a damaged psyche. I just hate everyone and I've reached the crucial point of being completely amoral, hedonistic and misanthropic. I hate EVERYONE, meanwhile back then I coped with absurd extremist beliefs which is absolutely cucked such as being a SFcel and all that nonsense. The truth is that any white normie is an enemy of mine. I couldn't care less what the color of your skin is, racism is such a retarded lookist concept either way, but only true blackpillers would get it. I still am mad whenever I see someone on this forum trying to convince us how it's the muh shitskins and jews fault instead of maturing once and for all and realizing that none of that matters. We suffer from hate and discrimination the same way short, ugly and bald ethnics do. Discrimination based on looks is innate in normies and it goes to show how you'll be treated as an ugly man by everyone including by normies of your own race.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Normies won't believe me when I tell them how I got bullied out of every single social activity as a kid. The rest of the children would share their secrets and exclude me all the time, they would also bully me out of the football pitch and constantly make fun of my appearance. How can I tell them that I had no choice but to self-isolate ? This is what happens. I would come home crying to my mother because of how I was treated by my peers every single damn time. Until I finally snapped and decided to spend my time at home. Natural reaction to a hostile environment. I don't get those gaslighters. How could you not fall into gaming and porn addiction ? It quite literally is impossible, so those normies can fuck off with their shower and great perSOYnaylity nonsense it just pisses me off to no end. I tried to be like everyone else as a kid, I truly did but it never worked out in my favor. I wanted to love, experience and interaction with humans, but I no longer feel that need anymore. I want to see humanity burn and punished for the pain they inflicted on me.

Yeah, it's brutal. We have been forced into this miserable path by them. It is indeed a natural reaction to delve even deeper into isolation and coping, but these people refuse to admit that, as that would undermine their soothing delusion of a just-world. It is much simpler to reverse cause and effect to place the blame on us; instead of correctly recognizing that self-isolation and the copes we resort to came as a consequence of the manner in which we have been treated, they conveniently flip the truth upside down. It was you who chose to withdraw willingly, and the activities you engaged in made you the way you are. It's completely ridiculous and ignores causality, but they genuinely believe this.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Instead of being offered help as a traumatized little kid I got told to just "man up" and "stand up for myself" by everyone.

Same. My evident suffering was completely neglected.

No one truly gets it. No one. Except those that experienced it themselves, no amount of therapy, gaslighting and forcing bluepilled mindset works on a damaged psyche. I just hate everyone and I've reached the crucial point of being completely amoral, hedonistic and misanthropic. I hate EVERYONE, meanwhile back then I coped with absurd extremist beliefs which is absolutely cucked such as being a SFcel and all that nonsense. The truth is that any white normie is an enemy of mine. I couldn't care less what the color of your skin is, racism is such a retarded lookist concept either way, but only true blackpillers would get it. I still am mad whenever I see someone on this forum trying to convince us how it's the muh shitskins and jews fault instead of maturing once and for all and realizing that none of that matters. We suffer from hate and discrimination the same way short, ugly and bald ethnics do. Discrimination based on looks is innate in normies and it goes to show how you'll be treated as an ugly man by everyone including by normies of your own race.

Yep. Being too concerned with racial issues never made much sense to me, even if race has relevance when managing intersexual dynamics.

Whenever I go outside, I feel much more solidarity with the sub-5 indians I see than the normies from my own race.

 

[RealSchizo]

Yeah, it's brutal. We have been forced into this miserable path by them. It is indeed a natural reaction to delve even deeper into isolation and coping, but these people refuse to admit that, as that would undermine their soothing delusion of a just-world. It is much simpler to reverse cause and effect to place the blame on us; instead of correctly recognizing that self-isolation and the copes we resort to came as a consequence of the manner in which we have been treated, they conveniently flip the truth upside down. It was you who chose to withdraw willingly, and the activities you engaged in made you the way you are. It's completely ridiculous and ignores causality, but they genuinely believe this.

Normies are a bunch of immature children in the body of grown men. I just hate how oblivious they are to literally EVERYTHING. They were programmed by the mindless slop they consumed on a daily basis to deny proven evolutionary reactions to environment. "Just have a good perSOYnaylity, bro!", "Bro how could you not work, you're a leech and a failure, bro!". Programmed sheep, literal scum in the purest form of the word. This is why so many men are bluepilled despite being abused dogs themselves. They lie, gaslight and tell them that it was their own fault which as a result leads to hating the only men that can deeply resonate with their experiences, however I don't feel bad for them in the slightest. It takes basic critical thought to connect the dots, it takes guts and intelligence to grasp what the blackpill is about. 95% of the men on IT are all INCELS in denial. Facts. They often look more subhuman than anyone on this forum. But then again it takes intelligence to challenge your worldview something which normies are awful at.