Not ugly enough to be seen as a joke but still having exactly the physical characteristics to be recognized as weird (strange face, flat affect, needing to self-regulate/stimulate with socially awkward gestures and positions)
Knowing EXACTLY what pleases foids due to all these years alone observing the people around you and knowing that, even with the best masking, they would still reject you because they feel there is something "wrong" with you
Hearing that they prefer intelligent and thoughtful guys like you, but they are always surrounded by other cattle who are supposed to be her attraction while in reality she is stuck with a chad and EVEN THEN you are seen as inferior even by the normies
being aspie is like living inside a valley where you don't benefit from anything despite being able to pretend superficially you're one of them
Knowing EXACTLY what pleases foids due to all these years alone observing the people around you and knowing that, even with the best masking, they would still reject you because they feel there is something "wrong" with you
Hearing that they prefer intelligent and thoughtful guys like you, but they are always surrounded by other cattle who are supposed to be her attraction while in reality she is stuck with a chad and EVEN THEN you are seen as inferior even by the normies
being aspie is like living inside a valley where you don't benefit from anything despite being able to pretend superficially you're one of them
