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fantasycel
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I spend all of my time alone. No one calls me, no one texts me, no one cares what I am doing, except my family. I have noticed that as I spend more and more time alone, I start to feel more and more childish, almost infantile. I am amazed by simple things like bugs, the sky, trees. I am constantly awestruck by the natural world around me, and my curiosity seems to be growing. I don't care about anything at all. I am not interested in watching anything except movies and cartoons from my childhood, I am stuck in daydreams that I have had since childhood, and I cannot relate to people my own age at all. I am interested in learning about random animals again like I did when I was a child, and even my mind is losing it's adult grip on reality.
I don't know if I am just like this, or if it is a result of social isolation, and the lack of any new social experiences since childhood. Has anyone experienced this or anything similar? One example I can think of is this video, where the old man who has been living alone for most of his life displays a childlike curiosity with his machines and demeanour.
View: https://youtu.be/_zxVcpOzOPY?si=IkD1kj7NkktdcDLu
I don't know if I am just like this, or if it is a result of social isolation, and the lack of any new social experiences since childhood. Has anyone experienced this or anything similar? One example I can think of is this video, where the old man who has been living alone for most of his life displays a childlike curiosity with his machines and demeanour.
View: https://youtu.be/_zxVcpOzOPY?si=IkD1kj7NkktdcDLu