I can walk down the street and what do I see? Plenty of normies having a happy life. With gfs, independence, good jobs, everything seems to be going in their favor constantly. Yes it is only one short look into their lives, but already I see many positives.
And where am I? I am a 24 year old manchild. I have little independence and I am constantly treated like the child I am. Everything I do is controlled to a maximum extent. I have to be handheld and guided on even the most basic activities by others. I work a stupid wagie job that people hate me for, which ultimately contributes nothing to society. I make little money. I sit in the car for over 2 hours a day for commuting/driving. I have next to no social life. Other than travel once a year and video games l really have nothing that could be considered a hobby or something I truly enjoy, and even then those feel hollow. I am always berated by others and seen as the butt of everyones jokes. I constantly get mogged. I have nothing of worth to anyone.
Like what the fuck is there to enjoy in my life? And people expect me to be what? Happy and grateful that I am not some dirt poor laborer or a slave or a disabled or disfigured person? What exactly changes in my life if I am grateful for those things? NOTHING. I always went back and forth with this whole attitude of gratitude thing and honestly I am kind of over it. My life didn't meaningfully change one bit in my self improvement phases or my gratitude phases. People still treated me like worthless subhuman dirt AND THEY STILL DO. The attitude of gratitude mindset is complete and utter bullshit.
And where am I? I am a 24 year old manchild. I have little independence and I am constantly treated like the child I am. Everything I do is controlled to a maximum extent. I have to be handheld and guided on even the most basic activities by others. I work a stupid wagie job that people hate me for, which ultimately contributes nothing to society. I make little money. I sit in the car for over 2 hours a day for commuting/driving. I have next to no social life. Other than travel once a year and video games l really have nothing that could be considered a hobby or something I truly enjoy, and even then those feel hollow. I am always berated by others and seen as the butt of everyones jokes. I constantly get mogged. I have nothing of worth to anyone.
Like what the fuck is there to enjoy in my life? And people expect me to be what? Happy and grateful that I am not some dirt poor laborer or a slave or a disabled or disfigured person? What exactly changes in my life if I am grateful for those things? NOTHING. I always went back and forth with this whole attitude of gratitude thing and honestly I am kind of over it. My life didn't meaningfully change one bit in my self improvement phases or my gratitude phases. People still treated me like worthless subhuman dirt AND THEY STILL DO. The attitude of gratitude mindset is complete and utter bullshit.
