Anyone else feel as though, when it comes to socializing or at least the attempt of it, it seems to fall apart pretty rabidly? When you realize you just can't relate to blue-pilled normies' thoughts on, let's say... sports, music, politics, etc. And obviously, there's more to it than just basic topics of discussion, but the real problem is, or at least for me, is that I feel as though I get too caught up on the negative side of things... or at least aspects that could be considered "off point" in which I end up completely alienating the person (or people) I'm talking to as well as myself. I've never been tested for autism and honestly don't ever plan to, since I think its bullshit disorder created by the elites to further decimate our society. Anyways...
A good example of my social incompetence is whenever I've heard people talk about mainstream movies, especially in a room together or even just solo (myself and another person). So, instead of me actually talking about the said movie and maybe giving my opinion on whether or not it's good, I end up bringing up behind the scenes drama type of shit, and since I'm all about hating Hollywood and their sick games they play in the background, I end up ruining the convo (especially in groups) since I can't help but bring up all the negative stuff, ya know.. pizzagate, the cabal, jews / commies controlling the narrative, etc. Ever since I got into all that shit, I just could never go back and discuss something as simple as movies (in the most basic form of conversation) without having a negative bias toward certain actors, directors. Hell, in my mind, everything that is popular is evil. From the people working within the business like the crew (nobodies) to the actual cast itself.
They say, "if you have nothing nice to say, don't say it at all", but I've always found that quote retarded and absolutely an excuse so that people like me are not allowed to object to something or have a contrast of opinion. But now I believe... it does make sense. Unless you follow the mainstream narrative, you will be thrown to the wolves... or at least left behind. My social incompetence has led me to (nearly) full-on isolation. And yes... I take full responsibility that it's my fault that I can't just be normal, that I am the problem in terms of how social situations go. But even with that said, I know I'm right and I can't let my ego go when it comes to the knowledge that I know, just based on how much I research a lot of obscure shit. Of course, this isn't just about movies, that was merely an example. I just can't relate to normies and their blue-pilled way of living. I'm practically an alien. I guess that's about it.
I'd rather live in my own bubble and stop giving a fuck. Guess I'm a loser, LDAR for the win!
TL;DR: I suck at basic conversation, make it complicated, always becomes negative or "out there", I've lost friends to it and I just don't care anymore. That's the gist of it, I guess?
A good example of my social incompetence is whenever I've heard people talk about mainstream movies, especially in a room together or even just solo (myself and another person). So, instead of me actually talking about the said movie and maybe giving my opinion on whether or not it's good, I end up bringing up behind the scenes drama type of shit, and since I'm all about hating Hollywood and their sick games they play in the background, I end up ruining the convo (especially in groups) since I can't help but bring up all the negative stuff, ya know.. pizzagate, the cabal, jews / commies controlling the narrative, etc. Ever since I got into all that shit, I just could never go back and discuss something as simple as movies (in the most basic form of conversation) without having a negative bias toward certain actors, directors. Hell, in my mind, everything that is popular is evil. From the people working within the business like the crew (nobodies) to the actual cast itself.
They say, "if you have nothing nice to say, don't say it at all", but I've always found that quote retarded and absolutely an excuse so that people like me are not allowed to object to something or have a contrast of opinion. But now I believe... it does make sense. Unless you follow the mainstream narrative, you will be thrown to the wolves... or at least left behind. My social incompetence has led me to (nearly) full-on isolation. And yes... I take full responsibility that it's my fault that I can't just be normal, that I am the problem in terms of how social situations go. But even with that said, I know I'm right and I can't let my ego go when it comes to the knowledge that I know, just based on how much I research a lot of obscure shit. Of course, this isn't just about movies, that was merely an example. I just can't relate to normies and their blue-pilled way of living. I'm practically an alien. I guess that's about it.
I'd rather live in my own bubble and stop giving a fuck. Guess I'm a loser, LDAR for the win!
TL;DR: I suck at basic conversation, make it complicated, always becomes negative or "out there", I've lost friends to it and I just don't care anymore. That's the gist of it, I guess?
