LostSoulUK
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Not only are we ugly sub humans, but we also have to deal with social anxiety. I struggle with this so bad, I'm so fucking shy and awkward it makes any interaction an act of torture.
Its even worse when you work in an office like I do, I'm literally the only guy as well. The feeling of dejection as a sub human man in an office of women is soul destroying. The rare glimmer of positive interaction leads to false hope and its the hope that kills you. Most of the time I'm sat in silence on my laptop. People generally perceive me as autistic because I'm unusually quiet for long periods of time. I believe its more anxiety based as my heart is racing and I'm twitching like a motherfucker, especially on no sleep.
Any time the boss speaks to me I'm a quivering wreck, my anxiety escalates around people in authority. Even around undesirable people I'm an anxious mess. This is what years of rejection does to you, it destroys all confidence. We're literally years behind in our social development because of how oppressed we are as a sub human, fuck this life
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Its even worse when you work in an office like I do, I'm literally the only guy as well. The feeling of dejection as a sub human man in an office of women is soul destroying. The rare glimmer of positive interaction leads to false hope and its the hope that kills you. Most of the time I'm sat in silence on my laptop. People generally perceive me as autistic because I'm unusually quiet for long periods of time. I believe its more anxiety based as my heart is racing and I'm twitching like a motherfucker, especially on no sleep.
Any time the boss speaks to me I'm a quivering wreck, my anxiety escalates around people in authority. Even around undesirable people I'm an anxious mess. This is what years of rejection does to you, it destroys all confidence. We're literally years behind in our social development because of how oppressed we are as a sub human, fuck this life





