i hate buying clothes, i do it like one time every 2-3 years. anyway my sister told me theres huge sales and bla bla bla so i went yesterday with my mom.
it was pure suicidefuel.
first of all it was a 30 minutes drive and my mom was so fucking annoying. i had to park pretty far (cuz all parking spots were taken) and my mom ofcourse complained about how much she needs to walk now. like im fucking hiding a better parking spot!!!!!!!!
anyway its a huge shopping center and i got mogged every step. so many young foids and chads.
teens foids that dress like whores.
20s foids that dress like whores.
30s foids that dress like whores.
40s foids that dress like whores.
FFFFSSSSSSS.
all the foids that work in the stores looked at me with disgust when i asked them something.
i just felt bad so most of the things i didnt even try on lol. just bought it and got out.
i hate going to places like that cuz its always full of 20s people like me, but they look better and live a much much better life than me.
after i was finishing i went to some kebab shop owned by some rapefuge. his name was ali. the food was SHIT.
he touched my food with his bare hands so much when he made it wtf. i could barely eat it tbh. also like i said it was pretty shit. and expensive AF.
getting mogged for straight 2 hours, being annoyed by my mom and eating shit food made me feel so bad. and then the weird part of the day happened - there were a couple next to me with a young girl, around 2 years old. she looked at me like 10 seconds and then she touched my hand while smiling.
it was weird af but it was nice in a way (NO IT NOT IN A PEDOPHILE WAY FUCK YOU.). that theres something alive that acknowledge my existences.
it reminded me that one time after a run i just sat in a bench, feeling like shit and alone and some small cat came to me and wanted me to pet her.
felt nice.
anyway it was a fucking SHIT day. i fucking HATE buying clothes. would buy all of them in aliexpress but the pants never fit.
fuck my life.
watching so much young couples there made me want to cry. i fucking hate my life. why im so fucking ugly??????????????????
it was pure suicidefuel.
first of all it was a 30 minutes drive and my mom was so fucking annoying. i had to park pretty far (cuz all parking spots were taken) and my mom ofcourse complained about how much she needs to walk now. like im fucking hiding a better parking spot!!!!!!!!
anyway its a huge shopping center and i got mogged every step. so many young foids and chads.
teens foids that dress like whores.
20s foids that dress like whores.
30s foids that dress like whores.
40s foids that dress like whores.
FFFFSSSSSSS.
all the foids that work in the stores looked at me with disgust when i asked them something.
i just felt bad so most of the things i didnt even try on lol. just bought it and got out.
i hate going to places like that cuz its always full of 20s people like me, but they look better and live a much much better life than me.
after i was finishing i went to some kebab shop owned by some rapefuge. his name was ali. the food was SHIT.
he touched my food with his bare hands so much when he made it wtf. i could barely eat it tbh. also like i said it was pretty shit. and expensive AF.
getting mogged for straight 2 hours, being annoyed by my mom and eating shit food made me feel so bad. and then the weird part of the day happened - there were a couple next to me with a young girl, around 2 years old. she looked at me like 10 seconds and then she touched my hand while smiling.
it was weird af but it was nice in a way (NO IT NOT IN A PEDOPHILE WAY FUCK YOU.). that theres something alive that acknowledge my existences.
it reminded me that one time after a run i just sat in a bench, feeling like shit and alone and some small cat came to me and wanted me to pet her.
felt nice.
anyway it was a fucking SHIT day. i fucking HATE buying clothes. would buy all of them in aliexpress but the pants never fit.
fuck my life.
watching so much young couples there made me want to cry. i fucking hate my life. why im so fucking ugly??????????????????
