ValiantThor2
It all sounds good until you leave the basement
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Hey. Newcel here.
Tomorrow is officially D day. This is my chance at going from zero friends to building some level of a social circle. If I rated my inhibition levels for this id probably give it an 8/10. 10/10 would be passing the f**k out. I don't even know man. I will probably be quiet most of the day but I'm going to try my best to not be a dumb shit mute either if people talk to me.
I also went out to two different shops today for the first time in weeks and ended up being served by two foids. I could feel that typical energy of repulsion coming from them. Its like when I'm interacting with them they are being pulled away from me by a gravitational force and just want to be rid of my presence. It was a harsh reminder that my break is over & I'm basically going back out into the social field. all I know is that when I go to college I will inevitably regret taking my months of solitude for granted. depression may well be imminent.
Don't really know the overall point of this apart from just getting shit off of my chest but there you go. Welcome me to the shit pile if you may folks.
Tomorrow is officially D day. This is my chance at going from zero friends to building some level of a social circle. If I rated my inhibition levels for this id probably give it an 8/10. 10/10 would be passing the f**k out. I don't even know man. I will probably be quiet most of the day but I'm going to try my best to not be a dumb shit mute either if people talk to me.
I also went out to two different shops today for the first time in weeks and ended up being served by two foids. I could feel that typical energy of repulsion coming from them. Its like when I'm interacting with them they are being pulled away from me by a gravitational force and just want to be rid of my presence. It was a harsh reminder that my break is over & I'm basically going back out into the social field. all I know is that when I go to college I will inevitably regret taking my months of solitude for granted. depression may well be imminent.
Don't really know the overall point of this apart from just getting shit off of my chest but there you go. Welcome me to the shit pile if you may folks.